Friday, August 31, 2007
just came back from ck ( yu father send )... listened to tan de teaching... really shocked... why he just see 1 or 2 time jiu know i won't kick out le... i was thinking why myself, but he see 1 or 2 time jiu got the reason le... spar with yu afew rounds... 2 chances sia... those chance is so beautiful de... slide in & got the distance le... right leg go in, even if kick his arm judge also will give point de... never kick out...
waited until he charge backthrust in... his backthrust to say the true is not really very accurate ( pai seh arr yu )... i slide to the right with alittle bit of distance le... why i didn't charge in & kick sia... i kicked on the spot... why why why... i really must change this habbit... even if i not intending to go competition any more, i still must atleast got a standard in sparring... if not how to coach students to fight sia...
did something evil today... i really just lost my mind... no more next time... i will never do any evil thing ever again... i felt so so so bad after i done it... never...
thats for now... b
8:31 AM...Peace
Sunday, August 26, 2007
finally finally finally its all over... the national tkd competition is finally over... here goes... some young junior won gold! demain won god! ernest, yu, andy all lost...
yu lost until... he lost to foul... e referee too new la... still don't understand what it means "to make the competition run smoothly"... little bit give foul... we referee sometimes must really be nicer ma... not always must give foul de...
andy lost because his other guy was not bad... exp more than him...
ernest i didn't watch... i was referee - ing on other courts... can't comment at all... maybe i see the video le than i comment ba...
derrick got promoted to class 3 referee le... really happy for him... this competition he really referee until not bad... haha...
i referee 2 national fighters de match ( 1 is jason ong after that is low chuan kai ) until siao... must really concentrate so much... see where their kicks land... where their hands are... with so much forcus, i finally got praise by the president of singapore tkd, steven soh and big sir! haha... 3 years of referee nationals hard work finally paid off... really felt happy... hope they know i am from ck, than atleast i did make ck proud ba... well big sir will confirm know... haha
2 months of holiday... its time for me to find a job le... next year go fight again ba... hope next year de referee will be better ba... haha... thats for now... b
7:37 PM...Peace
Monday, August 20, 2007
wow... today is the start of chapter 19... haha... slept around 3.30am yesterday night... can't sleep... today wake up jiu went bugis guan yin ma there bai bai... after that my mum jiu went home because she later will have to attend a wake... i went lot 1 play pool alone... not bad sia... i actually play not bad... some beautiful shoots... after that jiu walk around lot 1 than i headed to woodlands metro... i saw a shoe yesterday & wanted to buy it to give my grandma... but as there wasn't any more size so i today went down woodland metro see got or not lor... stock will come on thursday... ask metro de friend help me buy can get 20%... haha... after metro jiu come home eat dinner & watch tv le... although it may seem chapter 19 de first day like very boring, but i guess it suits me ba...
many thanks to yu ( first one to sms me, right on time ), jenny ( surprised actually ), huat ( had to ask for it... haha ), tim ( in msn )
and many more : grandma ( hong bao & also cooked my favour soup ), mum ( hongbao & accompany me), big aunt ( sms ), small aunt ( mms, harry potter last book & a small black forest cake ), mandy ( sms & also friendster's comment ), jia yin ( same birthday as me, surprised at first ), mei qin ( next time no need present le ) & lastly tiffany ( 1 more year to e big 20, thanks alot )...
thank you all... chapter 19 begins...
thats for now... b
6:17 AM...Peace
Friday, August 17, 2007
wow finally 12 weeks of attachment work is over... not that working at SCS is bad or anything... but i guess i really need a break ba... customer was quite happy with our work ba... to say the true we did nothing... its all zen's work... we just look after him, discuss with him on some doubts & just look at him do his work... his work was than present to the customer... i managed to run away from the presentation... haha...
2 month holiday... i wanna study hard for next sem... i don't wanna waste my mum de money... its the last sem anyway so why not just do my VERY best... this VERY is here to remind me to work hard for next sem... i also need to focus on something so jiu focus on studies lor... haha
i am really happy for my brother... although we may not be blood related but i really wish all the best for him... here to wish a happy belated birthday for desiree & a very happy birthday for tiffany... although i did send a msg to them... but i have known them for 15 & 18 years... even longer than knowing yu & huat... hope everything goes smooth for them...
very fast 2 more days jiu shi mine turn le... haha... we all leo de... 19 years le... looking back this whole year i did nothing important again... i guess i can call the past year a complete waste of time ba... i had just wasted so many years of my life... i really hope i can realy change for the better... to give people love & care & not ask for any rewards... hope if i can really change for the better jiu won't waste any more time le ba... haha...
after my day than i blog ba... so much to blog but everything should wait after my day... treasure those things that are around us now... don't regret when its too late...
thats for now... b
11:00 AM...Peace
Thursday, August 09, 2007
to say the true, i have not been blogging for 1 weeks le... very busy... next wednesday customer will be coming to see the results of our testing... so we have been very busy for this past few weeks making everything presentable... i really hope everything will go smoothly on that day... yesterday was national day but we had a whole day of entertainment overseas... we went Kukup in malaysia... some unhappy things happen as well... the van driver was of bad atitude but we didn't shoot him back to avoid trouble... so Kukup is a village build on top of the sea... a very peaceful & simple life... i really felt very relax yesterday... guess i really need a break ba... see the fish farm & was very entertaining... get to know some friends (all around our age de) from mr lee de family... had alot of laugher... food was not bad... i enjoyed the boat trip the most (the part where we were ferried around the sea & someone was explaining all about Kukup)... know some background about Kukup... nice village... we exchanged hp numbers & went back to sinapore... i really felt different today... i was smiling to everyone... even new friends... i actually exchanged hp numbers with them sia... i cannot believe myself for doing this... looks like i really am changing... those new friends call me an entertainer... a joker... a funny guy... i guess being friendly really doesn't hurt anyone... everyone likes a friendly guy... & i myself also actually enjoyed being friendly... lets all change for the better ba... haha... yu, lets not think too much about it... maybe we 2 think wrong leh? lolz... let nature takes it course ba... thats for now... b
10:38 PM...Peace
Ruban Chua Hong Sheng
19 Leo
Easy going guy
Family
Bros
Friends
TKD
Pool
Read comic (Doraemon)
Movies
Nothing i can think of
Been through much
See through much
Did stupid things
Learn from stupid things
Hope for peace
Not just world peace, but personal peace
Family comes first
Bros, movie pals and child hood friends are important
TKD is part of my life
Sleep everyday soundly without regret is my dream