every1 needs lov

2010-05-13T02:15:00.000-07:00

wow. 1 week after i got back my pink IC. this last 1 week was quite a boring week for me. nothing to do everyday, no income. applied to be a police officer & am now waiting for them 2 call me up for an interview. Alvin posted on facebook saying something is missing in camp. i guess something is missing from my life.

i still cannot really get use to being an ORD personal just yet. i still miss the days when i am still in army. my trainee days, the day i got my 3 sergeant rank, the first day my men came under my care, the days where we commanders joke & laugh around, the days where we commanders complain together against people we all don't like.

from the men's BMT phase, we commanders started teaching them all the basic. wearing of uniform & boots, packing of cardboard, water parade, greetings, drills, weapon management, fightning as a group of 3, field camp. finally they passed out of BMT & went into trade course. each of them were teach base on their roles. M203 gunners knows how to take care of their weapons. materdor gunners fired their practice & life rounds. drivers took care of their vehicles. gunners practice their gunnery skills. medics & runners all know their job scopes.

after trade course, the section & SC went for their infantry training. we VC & drivers everyday went down to our vehicles & change whatever parts which must be changed. after the tiring infantry training, we started our armour training. vehicle travelling in a speed which will scare away stationary MG gunners. gunners firing their 25mm gun so fast & accurate that no enemy can withstand. materdor & m203 gunners, bashing with their heavy weapon systems into enemy area & still having the strength to finish them all. VC & SC knowing what to do in both their roles.

in came ATEC stage 1 & we did all we could for every test that is throw to us. we did our best & got results that will make every higher commanders grin in their dreams. but i am not just proud of them because they got good results. i am proud of them because i saw my platoon mates, every single one of them, doing their best & helping each other to obtain that result. i dare not take all the credit but i think its safe for me to say that without our teachings, the men will never have made it to this stage. seeing them doing sure a great job & knowing part of their good work came from us, really makes me feel successful.

i wanna thanks afew people in my army life. thanks all the commanders of my BMT, SISPEC & ATI phrase. because of them teaching me, i can take that knowledge & teach my men. thanks Alvin Kok(7, SC3) my SC to help me in taking care of the men & sometimes the vehicle. thanks Shao Yu(7, VC1), Wei Yang(8, VC3) & Tristan(9, VC1) for teaching me alot on the vehicle & helping me whenever i face problems. thanks Jeffrey(7, SC1), Kenny(7, SC2), lao lim(7, VC2), Chee Wee(8, VC/SC1), Shawn(8, SC3), Kevin(8, VC2), Felix(8, SC2), Kenneth Fam(9, SC1), Rui Yang(9, SC2), Cherng Lin(9, VC3), Wei Tang(9, SC3), Eugene(9, VC2), Sheng Bao(HQ PS) & Brendon(HQ) for all the laughers, jokes & nonsenses you all are. thanks all the platoon sergeants for the teachings, arrows & jokes.

i won't forget my men as well.
thanks Nick my driver for being one of the better drivers in the company. always doing what i ask him to do even after i tell him its actually my job. he is willing to help the men & taking care of the vehicle. very hardworking driver.

thanks Jia Liang my gunner for being one of the better gunners of the company. he knows how to clear IA by himself which is very useful since most of the time i will be navigating the vehicle & not very free to help him.

thanks Yao Tian the section 2ic for being a responsible guy, helping alvin to take care of the men's well being & mission readiness.

thanks Rui Zhong my section sharpshooter for being a very smart, strong & helpful big brother to the platoon. he has prove that me deciding to remain him is a right one. i am very proud to have sure a soldier fightning with me.

thanks Hong Swee my basher for also being a very helpful & funny soldier. being able to joke with the rest of the section even if they always say that he is from poly.

thanks Swee Keat for being a very hardworking saw gunner. going outfield even if he has pain in his leg. never even though of resting or taking his helmet off when the vehicle is in ambush position.

thanks Wei En for being a funny, strong runner & a second big brother in the platoon. his jokes, laughers & mood really affect the platoon's mood.

thanks John for being the support gunner of the platoon. everytime i ask him to help Jia Liang load rounds, unload rounds or clear weapon, he will never say no even after knowing that it is actually my job. he is indeed part of my section & even if he is alittle blur at times, he will always be in my section.

the men will have a long way ahead of them. lots of training & test ahead of them & i wish all e best for them. if they keep up with what they have done so far, than i will have no more worries for them. its a new chapter of life for all the commanders & i also wish them all the best in their studies & jobs. i just hope they will not forget me just as i will never forget them. all the best everyone.

thats for now, bye.

2010-03-26T18:31:00.000-07:00

wow time really flies. in just about 1 months time i will ORD from SAF. something i was really looking forward ever since i enlisted. i still can remember the first day i was enlisted. i was so nervous but i kept telling my family its ok, 2 weeks pass very fast de. looking back, BMTC, SISPEC, AISL & finally 41 SAR, its really a long way.

guess this post should be the last post i write while i am still in army. i often say being a sergeant is really a very hard job. but to say the true, if i am given a chance to go back time & start NS all over again, i will still say YES to being a commander. i really respect my own rank. being a commander really gave me a fruitful experience.

last few weeks we were very busy going outfield. company test is really very fun. moving around trying 2 destroy the enemy. its to bad its not very fair but i still manage to destroy 2 MG post & i myself know that my section manage to destroy afew enemy vehicles. cannot really say much here as it really is a very long & fun event.

just thinking of what i am going to do after NS is really a scary thing to do. to think that for the past 2 years there is actually someone or something telling me what to do. after NS, i have to decide my fate myself again. this time its not just my own fate but the fate of my family as well. its time to finally help my family. around 1 months time everything will be different. really can't wait.

thats for now, bye.

2009-12-24T19:24:00.000-08:00

Merry X'mas everyone. this year de X'mas don't really have mood. i guess maybe it's because auntie chris's family went Hong Kong & didn't countdown with us thats why the feeling different ba.

been through a long way to reach today. my men have passed out of their BMT phrase & also their trade course phrase. they have also been through infantry section, platoon & company size training & will be learning armour next year. went through their company size training with them as a SAW trooper but maybe because of my inner self, i automatically took up the section commander's role of section 2 & bought my section to flank a 7 men section. with only 3 men (include me), we manage to overrun 2 men but i was declare dead by S3 from his point of view. was fun actually. finally can exercute my section commander's training & feel the intense of frontline battle again after so many months of being a vehcile commander.

ORD is next year may which will come very soon. i still don't know what i wanna do after army. work in office? sign on as police? office can work as what? IT? alot of questions. i know my IT skills is very outdated & will be very hard to get a job in that section. police is my child hood dream but do dreams come true? guess now worry also no use, things will work out fine in the end ba.

looking at my friends, they have all grown up. it is a long way after all. when i look at them, i got the feeling that only i haven't grow at all. they have gone through some ups & downs but i hope they all will be alright.

guess i am still as bored as i don't really have much to write even through the last post is months ago. will update again if anything interesting happen. thats for now, bye.

2009-08-28T23:19:00.000-07:00

my 21st birthday had finally come & now i am older by 1 year. on the actual day, we were having live firing on SAR21. everyone passed ofcouse & i did my own practice shot & it turn out not hard. SAR21 is a weapon easy to handle.

i took 21st August off & went to ck to see them train. i can see their improvement. they are still as friend & funny as always. really wished the days when me & yu went ck every friday for our training. every friday was our best day in every week.

saturday i went back to camp for the company & platoon photo taking. was actually quite silly to stay back until so late for it. went child hood friend's home for a birthday party. i was told it was some other uncle's birthday & i trust mine mom. i remember asking her if they are going to celebrate mine as well but she keep saying no one has that in mind.

upon reaching there everyone was really acting well. even my mom bought a wine over to act as a gift. the preparation & the hiding was well planned. in the end when they call for the cake cutting session, i was pulled in & it turn out to have my name on the cake after all. how could they ignore my 21st birthday.

was very happy & surprise & got alot of cake on my face & my shirt. lucky my mom managed to wash my shirt. was a really great day. that day was also Man utd VS Wigan. Man utd was playing so badly in the first half but they geared up in the second half & scored 5 goals. was a great match (from the second half onwards) to watch.

i forgot which date but yu, jinhao, yu's sis, yu's sis's friend & wei also bought a cake for me. we went to jurong SAFRA club to play the kids indoor playground. i remember going to that sort of playgrounds with my child hood friend when we were still young. that day we were standing outside & yet yu keep saying we shouldn't go in first. at first i didn't know what he was up to but a trip to the toilet, i saw yu's sis & her friend lightning up the candles. in the end it was as what i saw, a little cake but i am really thankful. we had a very fun day.

it had been a very long time i had cake for birthday. thought i don't mind not having one, but i am really thankful they took my birthday as an important issue. yu, huat, jq & dy even got me a hard disk which turns out to be very useful now that my laptop is running out of space.

thanks everyone again. thanks aunt chris for preparing that surprise party. thanks yu for that day of fun. thanks all my friends for the text messages. my mom said that once you reach 21, the years will carry on. very fast you will be 22, 23 & so on. guess we just have to treasure everyday. that's for now, bye

2009-07-18T05:19:00.001-07:00

Time flies. 09th July 2009, was was the day i celebrated my 1 year army life. it wasn`t much of a celebration, i just ate bread & talk alot of cock with my bunk mates. life in 41 SAR is getting better now that the recruits are in. they look damn blur on the enlistment day (although they still look very blur now) but now they are slowly but surely learning things.

their PTP period is over & is now going through BMT but in this period, 1 of them kana H1N1. now must take note of their well being le. they seem very easy to get fever now. hope everything goes away soon.

nothing big happen actually so also nothing much to post about. i believed in fate since young but now when i think back, i think its really just my own thoughts. most probably the things i thought will happen will never happen. guess i just have to accept the fact & just carry on my life. thats for now, bye

2009-04-16T22:16:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!! i have finally finish my 22 weeks of AISL (armour infantry section leader) course & am now a 3rd Sergeant NS man. went through alot of training, events, live firing, arms cleaning etc.

fired the 25mm brushmaster canon. although its not a big canon, its still quite powerful if aim correctly. fired 7.62mm GPMG & COAX machine guns. very inaccurate but i guess machine guns wasnt meant to be accurate in the first place. fired the 0.5 inch heavy machine gun. i really dislike that gun as it is much harder to aim & shoot at targets. fired 40mm AGL. much more accurate than the 0.5 inch HMG & is very powerful.

drove the BX 2MT AFV & was really a fun experience. clean the arms unit all my fingers became black in colour was something i will never forget. enduring the cold weather in overseas was hell for us all.

maintain a silver for IPPT, pass SOC in 9.56min (ATI standard) & gain some weight due to the good food of the cook house. cant say too much about the oversea training but i guess that part i will never forget.

seems very long but now i cannot really remember what really happen in this 22 weeks. i remember alot of late night arms cleaning. preparing of the vehicle by putting all the OVM items in their places. cleaning of the vehicle was very dirty & wet. alot of test on all the weapons, driving, signal set, turret control, TSR for weapons, driving, turret & the vehicle in general.

alot of things i already forgot, how to put the signal set etc. going to 41 SAR camp which is a 10min distance away from yew tee MRT. can reach home very fast every book out. going to take a whole new batch of recruits which will slowly become our man under our teachings. cant wait for my ORD date to come.

guess this marks the end of my trainee life in NS & the real test will being very soon. taking man isnt as easy but i guess as long as i dont torment them for my own entertainment, i should be fine. i really think with the experience of taking class in taekwondo, i wont have much of a problem in taking those man.

thats for now, bye

2008-11-14T23:39:00.000-08:00

wow. finally 8 weeks of BSLC has finished. this 8 weeks is still alright, not as hard as people made it sound like. but this 8 weeks my knee pain came again & again. went through SAW live firing (misfire), IPPT still maintain silver, fail SOC (retest that day was on status so never take).
missed section live firing (on status), miss IMT (on status), field camp & grand slam some exercise i never took part (because of the knee pain).

yesterday night around 9pm we started our 28km route march. it was hell. i kept thinking of falling out. but in the end, i ate sweets & drink water through out the whole march & i managed to complete it & earn my corporal rank. enjoyed this 8 weeks of BSLC. kana posted to armour infantry. going to be hard but i will try my best to complete that 21 week course.

this 8 weeks really taught me alot of things. i foudn out all the SGT are very nice people. even my sect commd is also very nice. i got a grade of B- & a position of 5th in the platoon. i just think its not fair. this 8 weeks i didn't do much & yet i still got top 5. i was LPS on grand slam 1st day. i personally think i did not so bad, atleast the timing of the sections moving for mission & the harbouring was done nicely. hope my new unit will be as fun as well.

thats for now. bye

2008-09-09T18:34:00.000-07:00

Finally posting again. I have finally pass through 9 weeks of BMTC Tekong live. There is so much i wanna say about it but there is also so much things which i cannot really write down.

Things i enjoy in NS

- Field Camp (my section commander is very relax on us, & we didn't really got punish alot)
- Section mates (we really are a section full of slackers, people say what we do what)
- Last 2 weeks (we only did IPPT, SOC & games day, i always sleep & my section mate always know what i will do when there is admin time)
- Live Firing (only chance you can shoot live rounds out of a rifle is during NS)
- Grenade (same reason as live range)

Things i do not enjoy in NS

- Route march (i hate it so much)
- Punished for other people's mistake (i do not mind being punish for platoon mate's mistake, but kana punish for other platoon's punish is just not that fair)
- Waking up early (thats why i always sleep in my free time)

Results

IPPT
- Sit up : 42 (5 points)
- Chin up : 8 (3 points)
- Standing board jump : 225 (3 points)
- Shuttle run : 9.9 sec (5 points)
- 2.4km run : 10.55 min (3 points)
Over all : silver

SOC
Pass

Swimming
Cat B : fail

Live Range
25/32 : no marksman, just pass

Field Craft
106(+-)/130(+-) : passed (cannot really remeber my score & the total score)

When i am doing all the training, i will be like "Why the hell am i here". When i finish everything le, i will be like "Haha, those times were funny". I guess i won't forget my days in BMTC. Now i have to wait for my posting. I really hope i can get posted to Police. If i really do, i will sign on, i think. Really happy that i have 11 days of leave. Will use this days to good use. Thats for now. Bye.

2008-07-08T01:11:00.000-07:00

Wow. Time pass like nobody's business. Very fast, tomorrow, 9th July 2008, i will be enlisted to National Services. Alot of people asked me hows it feel. I only reply them happy. To say the true, we canot escape from NS, thats why i rather go in with a happy mood. Can learn life skills, new things. Whole new chapter of my life. Go in there train to be a man.

Quite alright this few days. Saturday was Concord's grading. Their standards did improve, but not very much. Still, an improvement is an improvement. Good work to those students & the black belts. Sunday was another grading day. I don't think it was alright. Although i guess CK de students should be all fine. Hope every students can perform better next grading ba.

Went dinner with daughter jenny, went out with god mom, went to mom jenny's place to meet my child hood friends, later going dinner with yu, hao, zibing & wei, watched movie with huat & jq yesterday night, sms-ed tiffary, jocelyn & lao ma zi le. So ya, basically i informed everyone who knows that i existed le. I will be going NS to learn, suffer, train & enjoy myself de.

I truely hope everything will be fine for everyone i knew. Heard tiffary is going into NUS for nursing course. I am SO proud of her. Nursing is such a meaningful job as she can save people's lifes. TKD de stuff i passed to jinhao & derrick le. I hope our club can hold on to our numbers, standards & morale. I hope life can be easiler for my mom.

Always hope for so many things, guess i AM greedy after all.

Alright people, i will post when am free & when thats some big happenings ba. Take care all.

Thats for now... bye

2008-05-18T11:22:00.000-07:00

I suddenly got the feeling of writing a post... Actually there isn't anything special happened but i just wanna write up a post... Passed my 1st Dan grading some time ago, so i guess i am a 2nd Dan black belt holder... have to keep on training, can't stop here... working at SCS now. intro jos & alvin teh to work at SCS as well... going to NS with the 9th july batch... a whole new chapter of my life is unfolding with the coming of NS...

21st May will be my NYP graduation ceremony... after 3 years i am finally going to graduate from that school le... going to miss alot of things... the classmates & friends i hang out with, the great & wonderful teachers, the weird & funny teachers as well, the classes & lessons i took, the carteen food, the project rooms we used to rush our projects in, all the funny things we said & the time we played poker card outside the admin office... never going to forget that incident...

i also gone through some sweet & painful moments at NYP... started with mandy during year 2 sem 1... 3 weeks & its gone... that time i still don't have any exp & i guess i really wasn't a very nice boyfriend... rushing project & also maybe she was still young ba... after some time, sort of found mei qin a very nice girl... she is still a nice girl now, just that i wasn't nice enough for her... at that moment we had feelings for each other ba... watch a movie together once, chat on msn & sms about anything we can chat about... those good times happened when i was in FYPJ & attachment period... things didn't work out into the end & i guess its me again...

but NYP really was a nice exp for me ba... never going to forget this 3 years... got afew disney songs & all of them are very beautiful... Whole New World from Aladdin, Beauty & the Beast from beauty & the beast, Go the Distance from Hercules & some other but this 3 is my favourites... found myself to be like the beast... except i not sure if i had a prince-side of me... going to find my beauty someday...

getting prepare to go into NS le... going to work until the end of june... hope after NS, i will still have contact with sinyu, sek huat, all of my child hood friends & my NYP classmates ba... thats for now... b

2008-03-03T20:29:00.001-08:00

Its been a very long time since i blog... i actually wanna stop de... but this few days i felt very different... i wanna write it down...

Last thursday, me & yu went 2 buy e glove... at first we thought e glove is a "must have" thing so when the saleperson told us it cost $40.65 we were very shocked... i was thinking if i should buy it (cause we really thought we must have it 2 fight NTU Open, & also because it was very pretty), but in e end i called nyptkd chairman hakim & i relised this NTU Open don't need it... saved $40.65... but i will buy it when e price drops... the glove is really really very beautiful...

Friday my SCS boss emailed me telling me there is a job opening... after discussing with my other 2 nyp friends, they let me have e job... i am going for e interview later on 3pm... haha... finally can work & bring some $ home le... my mum can also be more relax le... although i am only going 2 work for afew months, it is still going 2 help my mum... thats what she said...

Saturday went NTU Open... that day wasn't very good... yu hurt his knee... i was referee that day but i sign out when yu was fighting... i & derrick wanna watch yu 1st fight and go home after that... never thought it will happened like that... its not very good writing it down here so if anyone wanna know what happen ask me in person ba... anyway yu lost 6-0 & hurt his knee... i & wei took him home... lucky 1 NP de senior drove a lorry & bought us 2 yu's block... i bought him home, sit awhile jiu go home le... i was very scared that sunday it will be my turn... went home & drunk alot of water & had an early rest...

Sunday was my turn in the NTU Open... first bout was against SP... nice fight... i & chan yuen tuck fought very stable... both of us are waiting & searchning for chances... i won in e sudden death round... second bout against wen xiang of NTU... i was very tired at the third round... lucky i can protect my 2 point... won him 2-1... last bout was against e national fighter cornelyns... all i wanted was to fight finish the 3 rounds... not letting him win 7 point gap... in e end i did it... i lost 2 him 5- -1... no 7 point gap... i was very happy... in e end i got a silver... e very first medal i won in all my taekwondo life... i was very happy... asked yu & he said e girl was actually cheering 4 me... was she? will be good if she really did...

NYPTKD send very few people to this NTU Open... our brown belt pattern won gold... our green belt & yellow belt pattern went pass to semi final & although they didn't win anything, i am still very proud of them... our sparring blue belt joe won a bronze medal... our 2 brown belt each won a bronze & silver medal... we send 4 black belt... 2 won bronze medal & 1 won silver (me)... i really think we got a very good result this NTU Open... we send so few people & almost all of use got a medal back... hope next year NYPTKD can get better results le ba...

This few days everything really went to what i wanted (except saturday... i didn't want yu 2 get hurt...)... although i paid some price... i wanted a silver & i got it with some injury as extra medals... later i am going 2 jurong for my interview... i hope it can also go well... very long time never blog le... once i blog i write such a long post... i will always remember this few days when almost everything went my way...

Thats for now... b

2007-11-25T00:19:00.000-08:00

finally the 3 day taekwondo coaching course is all over... today was e test & practical exam... the test was alright... read the first 3 questions & i aim to finish in 5 min... in the end i was the first 1 to finish it... haha... practical exam also ok ok... just a little mistake of didn't ask the attacker to shout first before doing any kick... steven soh still say my command was good because i was loud enough... nice nice...

school also ok ok ba... alan & yong ting they all finished their attachment so they coming back to sch for fypj le... can all eat together le... plan outling le... hahaha... nice nice... last year le just enjoy ba...

went back nyptkd... guess i will go down as long i got time le ba...

kinda don't want the coach course to end so fast... haix... heavens will... haha...

thats for now... b

2007-11-15T01:39:00.001-08:00

very long never post le... i guess i just lost the feeling of blogging le... started to play O2Jam... at first really very lan... miss 1 note i just whole person chaos... when finally got prefect 1 whole song than the confidence level start to come up again... finally can finish the song "Still remember You"... very nice song... best record for that level 3 song is 1 bad 2 miss... must work harder... doraemon also can pass le... but doraemon still not very good... slowly play ba...

changed hp le... 6120... everything new... still not very use but just need time ba... finally got mp3 player le... hahaha...

went the coach course... is quiet ok ba... jin hao kept falling asleep... see le also feel not right... i also like want sleep want sleep... lucky got afew cute girls there... when wanna fall asleep jiu look look... haha... i still got listen 2 class la... haha...

school is ok i guess... project is ok ba... atleast got an idea le... just work on it ba... sure can finish de... haha...

really nothing much to post leh... this few days quiet moody... don't know why... maybe because e-learning week everyday stay at home do nothing ba... haix... next tuesday napfa test... silver~~~ haha...

thats for now... b

2007-10-22T00:29:00.000-07:00

week 2 le... bio IT is really a whole new thing to me... first time i learn bio... week 1 was ok... everything just touched on the basics... project team also formed le... last sem le just do my best ba...

celebrated yu birthday on sunday in vivo city... first time went there... so big, walk until my leg pain... haha... watched resident evil 3... second time watch le i still kana scared by the light sound... haha... yu sort of shout abit when he saw the evil boss stood up after being gunned down... so funny... hahaha...

going to take the coaching practical course... $105 also must take... at most 2 weeks don't eat lor... now really cannot anyhow spend $ le... haha...

thats for now... b

2007-10-12T20:35:00.000-07:00

posting again... this time de grading really very bad... concord de alot of student failed... ck de also not very good... now i really want to concentrate on their basic le...

timetable out le... stupid notes... so expensive because of the GST... timetable is ok ba... atleast no more night class le... the modules like very hard... i see the books all i don't understand de... but got 1 module, national education... hahaha... isn't it abit too late to give us national education now?? haha...

next week jiu school open le... if not wrong only teh same class with me... ohh...

to all the malays, happy new year...

thats for now... b

2007-09-29T01:14:00.000-07:00

very long never update le... as i say on the last post, this is a very busy month for us all...

the demo is finally over... i actually missed out 1 step in the black belt pattern... should have kicked myself... over all i guess its a success ba... considering on the time & man power problem but yet we still can finish the demo with mininum mistakes... the only big mistake is we shouldn't leave the stage empty... must remember...

help mr lee take class in rivervale primary school... i finally know why their basic so bad le... time & space problem... did our best to correct their mistakes le... grading that day is their own performance le...

my god brother got married... haha... so happy for him... was there when they signed the papers... although it was a hot day, but we were all very happy for them... went to the dinner & saw alot of father side de relatives... i really don't like to see my father side de relatives (except my god mum & her family)... they just keep saying i looked alot like my father... i don't hate my father but he is bald sia... if i look like him means i no hair meh... haha... saw my father & chat chat awhile... can't remember what my sister & brother names are but i heard their studies are good... happy for them...

my god mum said when my turn comes, she will also stand at the door after the dinner & thank all the guest... i hear le i felt so touched... although i only will meet them once a year (chinese new year) but they really love me alot... not just my god mum... my god father, big sister, 2nd sister, 3rd sister & brother all really love me alot... guess i not that unlucky after all...

my results are out too... the results are what i wanted... A for attachment & B for FYPJ... GPA now 3.319... hope by the end of the last sem i will get 3.5 & above ba... last sem i will study hard de... haha...

now waiting for timetable to come out... still don't know what modules de book i must buy... can't think of any other things le... wish my god brother & his wife will be happy... wish my brother & sister will grow up well & study hard... wish my best bro (yu) all the best...

thats for now... b

2007-09-10T10:21:00.001-07:00

wow wow wow... this month is going to be a very busy month for me... lee is ranked 7th in international referee... & he's going oversea to referee for a few weeks... busy month for us than... will blog about it when its all over...

today watched 881 with mum (plan very long le, just never set the date)... at first the story was told in a very fast pace... but near the end the story slowed down until i yawned & want to fall asleep...

well the story is not bad... funny hokkien talks... nice songs & clothes... a story about 2 girls who like to sing... they fight for getai & really put in their heart when singing... the younger girl in the end died because of cancer but even when her body was very weak, she still have to sing for the last getai...

not bad for a local show... i just don't like the pace the story is told...

7th month is over le... once a year de holiday is gone & ghostes will have to wait until the next year... it also means time is really passing... haha...

thats for now... b

2007-08-31T08:31:00.000-07:00

just came back from ck ( yu father send )... listened to tan de teaching... really shocked... why he just see 1 or 2 time jiu know i won't kick out le... i was thinking why myself, but he see 1 or 2 time jiu got the reason le... spar with yu afew rounds... 2 chances sia... those chance is so beautiful de... slide in & got the distance le... right leg go in, even if kick his arm judge also will give point de... never kick out...

waited until he charge backthrust in... his backthrust to say the true is not really very accurate ( pai seh arr yu )... i slide to the right with alittle bit of distance le... why i didn't charge in & kick sia... i kicked on the spot... why why why... i really must change this habbit... even if i not intending to go competition any more, i still must atleast got a standard in sparring... if not how to coach students to fight sia...

did something evil today... i really just lost my mind... no more next time... i will never do any evil thing ever again... i felt so so so bad after i done it... never...

thats for now... b

2007-08-26T19:37:00.000-07:00

finally finally finally its all over... the national tkd competition is finally over... here goes... some young junior won gold! demain won god! ernest, yu, andy all lost...

yu lost until... he lost to foul... e referee too new la... still don't understand what it means "to make the competition run smoothly"... little bit give foul... we referee sometimes must really be nicer ma... not always must give foul de...

andy lost because his other guy was not bad... exp more than him...

ernest i didn't watch... i was referee - ing on other courts... can't comment at all... maybe i see the video le than i comment ba...

derrick got promoted to class 3 referee le... really happy for him... this competition he really referee until not bad... haha...

i referee 2 national fighters de match ( 1 is jason ong after that is low chuan kai ) until siao... must really concentrate so much... see where their kicks land... where their hands are... with so much forcus, i finally got praise by the president of singapore tkd, steven soh and big sir! haha... 3 years of referee nationals hard work finally paid off... really felt happy... hope they know i am from ck, than atleast i did make ck proud ba... well big sir will confirm know... haha

2 months of holiday... its time for me to find a job le... next year go fight again ba... hope next year de referee will be better ba... haha... thats for now... b

2007-08-20T06:17:00.000-07:00

wow... today is the start of chapter 19... haha... slept around 3.30am yesterday night... can't sleep... today wake up jiu went bugis guan yin ma there bai bai... after that my mum jiu went home because she later will have to attend a wake... i went lot 1 play pool alone... not bad sia... i actually play not bad... some beautiful shoots... after that jiu walk around lot 1 than i headed to woodlands metro... i saw a shoe yesterday & wanted to buy it to give my grandma... but as there wasn't any more size so i today went down woodland metro see got or not lor... stock will come on thursday... ask metro de friend help me buy can get 20%... haha... after metro jiu come home eat dinner & watch tv le... although it may seem chapter 19 de first day like very boring, but i guess it suits me ba...

many thanks to yu ( first one to sms me, right on time ), jenny ( surprised actually ), huat ( had to ask for it... haha ), tim ( in msn )

and many more : grandma ( hong bao & also cooked my favour soup ), mum ( hongbao & accompany me), big aunt ( sms ), small aunt ( mms, harry potter last book & a small black forest cake ), mandy ( sms & also friendster's comment ), jia yin ( same birthday as me, surprised at first ), mei qin ( next time no need present le ) & lastly tiffany ( 1 more year to e big 20, thanks alot )...

thank you all... chapter 19 begins...

thats for now... b

2007-08-17T11:00:00.001-07:00

wow finally 12 weeks of attachment work is over... not that working at SCS is bad or anything... but i guess i really need a break ba... customer was quite happy with our work ba... to say the true we did nothing... its all zen's work... we just look after him, discuss with him on some doubts & just look at him do his work... his work was than present to the customer... i managed to run away from the presentation... haha...

2 month holiday... i wanna study hard for next sem... i don't wanna waste my mum de money... its the last sem anyway so why not just do my VERY best... this VERY is here to remind me to work hard for next sem... i also need to focus on something so jiu focus on studies lor... haha

i am really happy for my brother... although we may not be blood related but i really wish all the best for him... here to wish a happy belated birthday for desiree & a very happy birthday for tiffany... although i did send a msg to them... but i have known them for 15 & 18 years... even longer than knowing yu & huat... hope everything goes smooth for them...

very fast 2 more days jiu shi mine turn le... haha... we all leo de... 19 years le... looking back this whole year i did nothing important again... i guess i can call the past year a complete waste of time ba... i had just wasted so many years of my life... i really hope i can realy change for the better... to give people love & care & not ask for any rewards... hope if i can really change for the better jiu won't waste any more time le ba... haha...

after my day than i blog ba... so much to blog but everything should wait after my day... treasure those things that are around us now... don't regret when its too late...

thats for now... b

2007-08-09T22:38:00.000-07:00

to say the true, i have not been blogging for 1 weeks le... very busy... next wednesday customer will be coming to see the results of our testing... so we have been very busy for this past few weeks making everything presentable... i really hope everything will go smoothly on that day...

yesterday was national day but we had a whole day of entertainment overseas... we went Kukup in malaysia... some unhappy things happen as well... the van driver was of bad atitude but we didn't shoot him back to avoid trouble... so Kukup is a village build on top of the sea... a very peaceful & simple life... i really felt very relax yesterday... guess i really need a break ba... see the fish farm & was very entertaining... get to know some friends (all around our age de) from mr lee de family... had alot of laugher...

food was not bad... i enjoyed the boat trip the most (the part where we were ferried around the sea & someone was explaining all about Kukup)... know some background about Kukup... nice village... we exchanged hp numbers & went back to sinapore...

i really felt different today... i was smiling to everyone... even new friends... i actually exchanged hp numbers with them sia... i cannot believe myself for doing this... looks like i really am changing... those new friends call me an entertainer... a joker... a funny guy... i guess being friendly really doesn't hurt anyone... everyone likes a friendly guy... & i myself also actually enjoyed being friendly... lets all change for the better ba... haha...

yu, lets not think too much about it... maybe we 2 think wrong leh? lolz... let nature takes it course ba... thats for now... b

2007-07-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

week 10... 3 more weeks to go... sad days are over... new chapter of my life... now i muzt concentrate on my work (leave 3 weeks, just do a nice job), studies (next sem & i kana bio IT), tkd (both coaching & fighting) and family...

lee went korea for 2 weeks so ck & concord will be leave to us... last friday de ck was not bad... most belt learn half their pattern le... brown black i haven't teach a single step... i feel they need to practice their basic pattern until solid first... concord was alright... tan went down & told them all to re-learn how to tie their belts... what tan say was true... concord de tester is always lee so we only concentrate on pattern & forgot the outlook...

work is ok till this point... still as busy... really learn alot in attachment compare to school...

next sem i will be taking the bio IT path... guess its just me alone... i think the rest of my classmate all take FI... can know new classmates also good ba... haha... yu always tell me to accept new friends (be more friendly)... guess i am going to listen to him le...

family is alright... everyone is still laughing & smiling & quarrelling over nothing (we quarrel for fun)... lolz... so heart warming de family...

ernest & dirreck went for referee course... wonder how their performance is... national de weight in over le... guess only yu, ernest & andy taking part... i still not up to the standard... but take note, i am NOT giving up on sparring... haha... going to referee 100% on this nationals... guess its the only way to make up for my mistake ba...

the world now seems to be full of hope to me... although i may seem to have nothing at all, in true i have more than anything everyone can think of... guess all we human need is just food, water, shelter, family & friends...

thats all for now... b

2007-07-26T06:01:00.001-07:00

All the best and may u two be happy...

i wasn't born to be a good guy but i guess it's ok...

happy things are happening to people around me... treasure it & make sure you don't regret everyday when you go to sleep...

still left 3 more weeks until my attachement ends...

thats for now... b

2007-07-18T00:48:00.000-07:00

my leg is getting better le... atleast i can walk normally without feeling pain le... but i don't think i should train without shoes just yet... scare later skin tear again... this few days were great... lolz... yesterday went yu home for dinner... wanted to get some video from yu... guess what, i didn't bring my thrumb drive... so yesterday i just pass yu the pool game & ate dinner... his mum cook de chickren rice really not bad...

we chat awhile than went "lim"... yu, zy, ky & wei de practice... go coffee shop to have some drinks & chat & laugh... well yesterday only me, yu & ky... zy was sleeping... can't remember why wei didn't join us... than we 3 jiu chat lor... after the drinks jiu went playground sit down & chat more... played the IF game... gave yu 2 story... well his answers was quite alright... i still think the second story was harder...

If at the same time, the girl you like is really happy & wanna share the joy with you & your best bro is in a bad time, which side will you go? to be happy with the girl you like? or to go & try to console your best bro with a high % than nothing will come out of it... to say the true, i will go to my bro... maybe i may not be a great help, but i know how it feels to be down & no one there to console you... don't need console... just sit beside me i also feel better...

well after the 2 story, it started to rain... lolz... than the rain gets heavier... i went to the bus stop to wait for the bus but yu & ky still standing in the playground there waiting for yu de mum to come down pass their umbrellas... funny sia... see 2 big guys trap in the playground... see 1 formal guy standing in the bus stop kana hit by the rain no matter where he stand (because f the wind)... haha...

maybe during my holidays go yu home one more time... this time must remember to bring my thrumb drive le...

thats for now... b

2007-07-15T06:01:00.001-07:00

ohh movie week for me... lolz... wednesday watched die hard 4.0... 2 whole hours of action... very nice show...

friday went ck... the kids had games day so we black belts were trained by mr lee... his foot work is really nice... i do until left leg de whole ball of foot de skin tear out... now walk also pain... both lee & tan say alot of things... must think carefully to improve le...

saturday didn't went concord as mum was worry my foot will kana infection... something happen on saturday de morning... i did post but blogger didn't post out... i guess its fate ba... lucky now i also think it all out le... so post out or not it doesn't matter at all... hahaha... night time went auntie sinthy home for her birthday celebration... was happy...

today watched harry potter 5 : order of the phoenix... mum treat... haha... 2 long hours of a nice show... not much action but still was a nice show... today walking leg pain until siao... don't know tomorrow how to go to work... heck care la... haha...

lets all be strong in life... face trouble, problem or pain bravely... its ok if you fall... most important is you get up after the fall...

thats for now... b

2007-07-13T21:39:00.000-07:00

yeterday was the last day of week 7... went ck... the kids had games day... we black belt were trained by mr lee... very long never train us le... after the foot work my leg leg ball of foot de skin all tear out... can't carry on training... but still see & listen to what they were saying & doing... i am not going to give up... i have nothing now anything...

didn't go concord today... mum was worry i will get infection due to the tearing of the skin... its a very big tear... i see also scare... saw something in someone's blog... can't stop crying... don't know how to write it now... i don't cry easily... so if i really cry means damn meaningful or painful de... lolz...

now still can't stop... just can't stop the crying... ohh... next week, week 8 le... still got 5 more weeks to go... tahan... now must remeber to backup whatever thing i did... if not computer crush i have to redo again... its just weird... why do those type of things just keep happening to me...

after yesterday de ck, must train up le... if not sure won't improve... both lee & tan say alot of meaningful things... must really think about it le... but now i really cannot think at all... because i just can't stop crying...

be happy 4 me...

thats for now... b

2007-07-10T17:41:00.000-07:00

like i say, i will post after tuesday... yesterday went SP to see how they train... some of them actually notice me & yu... we just intend to go down see... don't want anyone to notice us de... but we really sit very close to them... hahaha... warm up jiu so many kicks... looks like they are very serious in their training... they don't train because their sir tell them to do so...

be happy for me... i finally can sleep le... finally got the answer for the question i have... no matter what the answer is i still can sleep well le... can't sleep everyday for the past 1 week... very sian... hahaha... not going to pen down my feelings this time... i know i will never forget this feeling de... don't know how to write down the feeling... be happy for me as i finally can sleep le...

be happy for me...

thats for now... b

2007-07-08T17:51:00.000-07:00

week 7 le... counting this week, i still got 6 weeks to go... last week was fine... work & go home... nothing special... saturday went concord grading... they did better than the last grading but still its not their best... sunday de grading also like that... not their best... i heard nyptkd got 4 people double... stunned... lolz... mq also doubled... that one expected... saw her grading... did really well... although some small mistakes... but still can get double de standard... looking forward to tuesday... not going nyptkd... but going some place else... after tuesday than i will blog it... ohh & tuesday is her last day of project... just finish it, be it good or bad... lolz... i always used that thinking on my school work... but my work still not bad leh... weird... haha... actually not much to blog... alot of things wanna say but cannot say here... maybe sealing off my blog is really a better way ba... thats for now... b

2007-06-30T00:01:00.000-07:00

this is very weird... i am actually playing a game in my own blog... lolz... the tagged game...

Here are the rules!The rule of this game goes : Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in their blog 10 weird things/habits/ little known facts about themselves. At the end of it, you can choose 5 people to tag. Most importantly u got to state this rule of the game in the blog.

1. i love my family (mum, grandma & aunt)
2. i love my child hood friends
3. i love my brothers (yu, huat)
4. i want my half brother & half sister to know who i am
5. i want to be a good guy
6. i find this game weird & still i am taking part in it (lolz...)
7. i love tkd
8. i love doraemon
9. i love to slap people but i have never done that before (lolz...)
10. i want her to be happy

now i have the power to tag 5 other person... but nay... lolz... who will play along... but still this is a cute game... never even thought of it before... creative... thats for now... b

2007-06-27T17:24:00.000-07:00

week 5 in SCS... office job de work is never ending de... i am really really really very tired... this should be a long post... quite moody this few days... i asked myself what have i lost? or should i ask, after this 19 years what have i gain?

it was fate that i was borned into my family... my father leave us when i was small... but i had lots of love from my mum, grandma & aunt... i am really lucky to have them...

when i was still small, my mum will bring me to her friend's home (aunt chris) once a week... there i felt more love... all the aunties all really treat me like a son... their childrens grew up with me... a group of friends from childhood & it really felt great... although now i don't see them so offen but still they will always be my brothers & sisters...

get to know more friends in regent... only yu & huat i truely treasure... although i really want to know what i am to them... haha... guess i already know the answer ba... 7 years of friendship sia... but 1 other friend really let me very disappointed... what more can i do...

lastly is someone whom i known not very long... if i really asked the question "what am i to you?", i will really want to ask her... she is special to me... everyone knows that... but what am i to her?? a clown? a joker? just a cup of tea? told her to give me time to prove that i will be the right one for her... till now i did nothing at all... i don't know how to prove... lolz... really don't know... just hope i am not a pest or something as bad to her... what am i to her??? well she is someone i will like to be with no matter what happens... but am i what she is to me? hard question...

what am i to everyone? just a normal son? a normal big brother? a normal friend? a normal guy in her life? being normal & live my life simple is nice but it will be better if i am special... i really want to know what i am... what have i lost... what have i gain... if you guys read this & feel like answering, just leave it in the chatbox or msg me ba... what am i to her...

life goes around in a circle... thats what i know for a very long time... you come & you go... you gain & you lost... just make sure you did your best when it was your turn... just make sure you fight for things you don't wanna lost... just make sure to lock your doors when you are going out... lolz... now i am crapping... haha... what am i to you?

thats for now... b

2007-06-24T17:22:00.000-07:00

read from my company de email...

It take alot of work from the face to let out a smile, but just think what good smiling can bring to the most important muscle of the body ... the heart. Smile, light the way & have a great day.

smile...

2007-06-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

finally this inter cc is over le... 2 days of helping out... whole day... anyway saturday yu, shun, ernest, andy had their matches... shun won 1st bout lose second... yu lost 1st bout... andy won & fight again today... ernest lost as well... today was jin hao, andy & me... jin hao lost... andy won first match but lost second so in the end got a bronze... i lost to jason ong... 7 point gap... didn't even fight third round with him... 6 to -1 sia... kana kick out ring 2 times i jiu kana 2 foul le... referee arr buck up... anyway i don't feel so sad this time... my first atleast i did 2 kicks which mr tan is proud of... i wil train up de... intend to tell lee... ask him train us up... set a day & we will be there... atleast i now can rest le... finally inter cc is over le ma...

that special some one is still my special some one... didn't change at all... don't dare to say the future but atleast she's not going to replaced now... haha...

work tomorrow... yu they all start school tomorrow as well... haha... jia you ba... 8 more weeks for me... now than i remeber... when my attachment is over, means my birthday coming sia... haha... old 1 more age le... speaking of old i remeber something else... on saturday i was having a light dinner during break time... a little girl came to me & asked "Uncle why got no cup arr??"... i was like "You call me uncle??"... haha... but i still show her where the cup is la... kids are cute... thats why i really enjoy teaching concord... although they don't listen but still they are just kids... haha... thats 4 now... b

2007-06-18T19:36:00.000-07:00

i have no idea why but yesterday after lunch, i suddenly felt so much better... haha... if she just want to be normal friends with me jiu normal friends lor... maybe she will fall for me again... haha... joking joking... although deep in my heart, that will be good but still if it didn't go as i wanted is alright too... there are still so many girls out there... maybe cried out alittle really does help... don't know hear from where de... we shouldn't feel sad or angry for those things we cannot have... but we should all feel happy & glad for those things we have... atleast i got 1 more friend now... haha... so don't worry about me ba... anyway told yu a story... he called me a loser after he hear the story...

3 friends wanted to see whos the best archer... they each place an apple on top of a boy's head & started their fight... the first guy hit bulleyes & claimed "i'm william tell" ( the very first guy who was force to shoot an apple on his son's head )... the second guy hit bulleyes as well & claimed "i'm robin hood"... the third guy came forward and he shoot the boy's eye... "i'm sorry" thats what he say... moral of the story: you can be robin hood & be sorry at the same time... lolz... i mean eye ball so small he still can hit... he is truely the best archer le la... haha

i now just have a litlle bit of hope that her feelings for me will come back... haha... don't worry... i not going 2 bother or pester her... i will just do my part as a normal friend... as what she alway say, Smile!!! haha... thats for now... b

2007-06-17T17:25:00.000-07:00

i am back from KL le... 3 days trip... went lot1 meet with yu they all & took off to malaysia... had breakfast &amp;amp; we hit the road again... had lunch on the way... reach our hotel & we unpack... wei & his gf no matter what we say still want to be in the same room... mr lee had no other way but to kick wei out of ck... the rule of STF state that no guy or girl should stay in the same room... so wei from now on is no longer ck de student le... went shopping around & dinner... reach hotel back & had a long chat with yu before falling asleep...

woke up early & had breakfast... went to batu cave & had a morning exercise work out with the malaysia national team... we all failed... at most 5 sets than we all can't carry on le... run up stairs... i & yu promise the gods there we will come back & become stronger... not the strongest but stronger... went genting for awhile of fun & had lunch there... went to the evening training & we really learn alot there... i must really start to think hard & train hard le... had dinner & shop around & night came... chat with yu again & fell asleep...

woke up & had breakfast before checking out... took the van &amp;amp; went around... went to malacca, JB & had lunch & dinner... had fun on the van... everyone was laughing... great trip... reach home around 10pm...

yesterday ( sunday ) went to poomsae judge... damn tired... the standard is worse than inter JC de... half way i & yu jiu run away le... had this weird feeling for very long le... so it proves my feelings are true... trueful & direct... not sure if i am the right one for her... best just normals friends... heart pain & cried... but what more can i do... planned to do so much more... planned to confess, to attack... so much so much more... nay... who will like a clown, joker cum loser anyway... but still life goes on... its a circle no one can change... theres no even a "haha" in my long post... takes time ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-06-12T17:26:00.000-07:00

this is not going to be fun... its been the 3nd week of attachment... tomorrow i will be on my 2 days leave... i am so tired... everyday go work like go hell lik that... its not that SCS is no good... i cannot find anything to complain about it except its cold... but i still feel so tired everyday... my mum say its because i don't have interest in my job... true la... although its fun 2 learn new stuff... but i really rather do something else as my career... i am just not right for office job... don't know if i should carry on going down to nyptkd every tuesday after my work... i tired until cannot do anything sia... after their grading than say ba... feel so sad... not going to say much here... my best friend make promises but never kept them... feel disappointed... but i should learn to don't care... if all the scolding still no use... i have other problems myself... err... so much in my mind... yet everything also cannot say out here... maybe i should just learn like yu 2 seal off my blog... than atleast i can say whatever i want... but this i must really say... i am lucky to have my family as my family... my child hood friends to be my child hood friends... my tkd friends & movie pals to be my tkd friends & movie pals... & lastly to have that special somone to be my special someone... although now we still normal friends... take things slowly ba... that special is really special so must slowly de... hehe... thats 4 now... b

2007-06-07T17:29:00.000-07:00

this is going to be fun... second week of SCS attachment... really busy at work... thursday (yesterday) after work, went to yishun... meet with mq & had dinner... e chicken rich is so... eww... not nice... must remeber than next time don't eat le... after dinner went disturb her friend awhile & was chase away... haha... before the movie, she went to buy a drink... lolz... the female cashier ask her "anything else?"... she face me & ask me "anything else?"... my quick response lead me to face another male cashier & ask him "anything else?"... lolz... both the girls were laughing... i was keeping my cool (small smile) but that guy was stun... he totally shock... lolz... shrek 3 was nice... lots of cute fairy tale creatures & funny parts... whatever bad things people say u are does't matter as long as u know that u are not... believe in urself... thats what shrek 3 wants to teach us... after the show we jiu went home le... tired & long day for me... but i enjoy every minute of it... its like whenever i turn to my left, there she is... watching a movie with me... just us 2... well still got other people there la but thats not e point... hehe... huat call yesterday evening a date... well if so i hope the next date will come soon... see when we 2 not so busy ba... hope she enjoy as much as i did... KL trip is close... can go learn what KL de tkd teaches... inter CC is coming... can see what i actually learn from the KL trip... time to show them what i am made of... mr enjoy~~~ thats for now... b

2007-06-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

some jokes to share...

employee A : i need help balancing my career with my personal life.
boss : i recommend a book called "No one will ever love you". It'll crushh your hope for a personal life & free up more time for work.
employee A : ...

employee A : i need tuesday off because my son is having his tonsils removed.
boss : Since when do you know how to remove tonsils?
employee A : err... i won't be doing the surgery myself.
boss : do you have a rare blood type you need to donate?
employee A : no, actually i was planning on sitting in the waiting room to give him moral support.
boss : so your kid is immoral & sick? he sounds like a real winner.
employee A : ...

employee A : & thats my design plan for the project.
boss : it reminds me of egyptian hierogyphics. are you sure they didn't patent it?
employee A : err... i don't think thats likely.
boss : but there is still some risk?
employee A : first of off, i didn't use egyptian hierogyphics. secondly, ancient egyptians didn't have microchips, thirdly, they didn't have patent laws.
boss : ohh ya? than how did they build the pyramids? do some research on that question & get back to us next week. next on our agenda, why do our projects take so long?
employee A : ...

employee A : i automated a task that used to take me 3 hours.
boss : well... well... well... isn't that just like you?
employee A : resourceful?
boss : lazy.
employee A : ...
employee A : did your just turn my brilliant accomplishment into a character flaw?
boss : complainer.
employee A : let's just forget the whole thing.
boss : quiter.

boss : i keep forgetting where i place my things.
doctor : the problem is that you are stupid. i recommend replacing your brain with a monkey brain.
boss : will that help?
doctor : no, i juz hate monkeys.

boss : come to my office for a minute.
employee A : what's in your office?
boss : you & me will be there.
employee A : if you just want to talk, we can do it right here in my cubicle. saves us both some time.
boss : maybe we need privacy. did you ever think of that?
employee A : do we need it?
boss : no. thats was just an example. there are many, many reasons why we should talk in my office.
employee A : i'll be fascinated to find out what kind of information is geographically dependent.
boss : now, do you have the results from the benchmark tests?
employee A : yup, in my cubicle... ( >:( )

2007-05-31T20:09:00.000-07:00

ohh... haha... today is friday le... 4th day of attachment... now at international business park de SCS office... attachment here is really not bad... i test their program & its quite fun... not much to complain... haha... today not going ck le... my cousin's wife (father side de cousin) pass away because of brain cancer... although i don't really know them well... still will go pay last respect... things are going fine for me... can say i am happy this few days ba... KL trip confirm le... can't wait to go... nothing much to say actually... haha... happy happy happy~~~ thats for now... b

2007-05-27T06:40:00.000-07:00

ohh man... let me see... fri was last day of fypj... miss my teammates... they are all so funny... that day was long... went school & slack... lunch was around 11am... after eating at amk s11, i & my 2 other friends went raffles to see some walking tall shoe (which make males look taller, my friend want buy)... after that i accompany them go see where their IPP office is... took a 1 hour bus trip back to school... reach school around 4pm... lolz... 5 hour break... after that slack awhile & went nyptkd friendly match... don't know what to say... lost forcus & concentrate... 1 word suck... can't fight well... what to do sia... how to train concentration... haix... after training went lot1 watch pirates around 11.30pm... nice show... sleep around 3plus... yesterday went concord... those brown belt really not good sia... basic steps can but not much of the standard leh... after concord kana drag to pool by yu... atleast i play pool not so bad... can perform alittle... tml is first day of attachment le... see how it goes ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-05-23T17:34:00.001-07:00

ohh man... this is week 12 le... i finish my fypj final presentation yesterday... let me think back first... fri went ck... see jason & shun improvement... make me high... can't lose 2 them... haha... sat went chop passport... than went see guan yi ma... shop around with mum... she finally bought a working shoe... sun went huat home play xbox 360... haha... mon & tues was preparing for the power point... didn't do much actually... tues also went for nyptkd training... not nice meh the mouse?? anyway training was alright... yesterday was very good... everything went my way... presentation was smooth... team mates all present until very well... attachment at first i saw is at bedok... was so fed up... damn far ma... than LO come say first day go bedok do pass... after that will go jurong synergy... waa... so happy sia... jurong is so near... yesterday really was a good day... i was really happy... hahaha... things goes in a circle... come & go de... just don't care what other people say... do ur part & u will b fine... everyone must learn that wor... thats 4 now... b

2007-05-13T18:35:00.000-07:00

ohh... week 11 le... fypj is soon coming to an end le... both assignment are done... whats leave is only to edit some small parts & to do the report... whole week 10 was used to rush the 2 assignment... fri went ck take class... sat went concord... not bad sia... was impressed... looks like this time their standard will be far better than last time... sun went bedok to judge the JC poomsae competition... ohh man... brown black pattern i cannot judge sia... i judge de all failing points sia... lucky they will take out the lowest score... it tends to always be mine... i mean front kick is to chest... they kick to face... 0.5 point gone... brown black got so many front kick sia... other pattern i still alright... only brown & above i really cannot... other judge give 3.0, 2.9... only me 1.1... scary... was alright la... STF nationla black belts did a demo for us... not bad sia... 1 more week for fypj to come to an end... jia you... to all those doing projects as well... jia you... we can do it... anyway i got a feeling that i have a chance... ofcouse mustn't keep hope too high... thats 4 now... b

2007-05-06T17:46:00.000-07:00

let me see... week 10 of fypj... last week another teacher came to us & gave us a new assignment... now we have 2 project that we must finish in 2 weeks time... we all now veyr stress... don't even know how to start the 2nd project... don't care first... friday went ck... nearly vomit when training... double front training is indeed hard... haha... but no giving up... got improvement de... sat no concord due to exam so i & my mum went watch spiderman 3... nice show... action pack... fight here fly there... not bad of a show... haha... sun i whole day stay at home... nothing much to talk about... very fast fypj will be all over... very fast i will be going attactment... very fast nyp will be my history... time passes... must treasure every min... thats 4 now... b

2007-05-01T17:53:00.000-07:00

thought of posting... yesterday was nice i guess... grandma was sick... stubborn & don't want see doctor... i didn't intend to go ubin de at first... in the end she say shes fine... so i go lor... than whole day no mood... worry for her ma... but was fun la... cycle was always fun... wind blow... got 1 part i play with the van... the van behind me i still don't want go side way... haha... but ofcouse in the end i go left side... later kana bang i gone sia... haha... went home early... was my auntie de birthday ma... so went home early... bought a small coffee cake for her (same cake i bought for my mum)... grandma is fine le... she finally went to see a doctor... haha... hope next time still can go ubin ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-04-29T20:24:00.000-07:00

ohh man... week 9 le... nothing much happen i guess... tuesday is nyptkd de training day... got alot of new comers... i was tired after napfa training & still went for tkd training... than got 1 brown belt still ask me 2 spar with him... got alot of new comer there so i told him i will do my best... but i was tired... i intend just slide back and counter by 1 leg... in the end i 5 leg double front... score 3 point... than i back thrust him with left leg... lucky i tired so never thrust in... he damn pain liao without me thrusting in... 2 weeks of training & blister finally got some effect le... double front improve... haha... friday went ck... teach them patterns steps... saturday went concord... teacht hem pattern steps... sunday slack at home.. nothing much happen... labour day will be going to ubin to cycle... don't know still can cycle or not... later fall down... haha... thats 4 now... b

2007-04-22T17:34:00.000-07:00

haha... now like every monday than i will post... anyway start of week 8... tuesday went nyptkd train demo... last min de demo... wednesday was club crawl first day... pull some people in... than went kick target... damn tired... everyone watching ma so must kick good good... thursday was the demo day... was quite alright ba i guess... last min de demo jiu got last min de standard... but over all i will say not bad ba... friday went ck... train with tan they all... leg got blister... but got some improving de feeling... saturday went concord than play pool... deprove until siao... after that went ntc for our pattern judge refresher course... sian lor... but over all was alright... after that went paris ris, at first is want see de... in the end become i take target... but there de kids can really fight... sunday rest whole day at home than went eat curry fish head with family... busy week wor... some problems... but i know we can go through de... my family not that weak de... we are strong family... haha... thats 4 now... b

2007-04-15T17:48:00.000-07:00

week 7 le... haha... guess what, school reopen le... i now at my lab waiting for lunch... let me see... thursday got presentation... was fine... teachers gave some advice... must listen to them (good advice ma)... friday went ck... the kids having games day ma... so i took warm up & afew kicks than i let them play their own games le... went to train with tan & yu they all... my left leg no power sia... sat went yz & concord... train concord they all sparring... they improve actually... glad to see that... ask mr lee for 1 to 2 months leave... i wanna train more on my sparring now... coaching can come later... if i can train until a standard that both tan & lee aproves, i guess i will join the nationals this year... if still cannot, than i go back coaching ck but ofcouse still train sparring somewhere else... wont give up... never will... sun rest whole day at home so nothing much to talk about... all the students come back school le... i sure no place to eat de... anyway wish all students a good term ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-04-09T17:59:00.000-07:00

now in my lab... waiting for lunch... haha... saw a short story in the newspaper... though of sharing... there is this guy who works hard... 2 hard actually... everytime when he went home, his son will ask to spend time with him. "Play football with me dad", "Lets watch tv together dad" or sometimes "There is this boy in my class..." and the man will just reply "I'm tired..."... he spend more time on work so as to earn more for his family to be happiler... his son never hated him... his son understand his father has to work & always say "Some day i wanna be like dad"... years pass & this man grows old... he wanted to spend more time with his son but his son will always reply the same thing, "I'm busy dad", "I got to finish this work by tomorrow dad" or "The kids are sick dad, got to go"... the man sat down and understand everything... his son has indeed grow up to be like him... no matter what things u desire, always remember that family come first... even if u got everything u want, with no family members to share with, i guess its pointless as well... treasure your family... they are the 1s that really love u... thats for now... b

2007-04-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

ohh... let me see... friday was good friday... rest whole day at home... haha... that day nothing much 2 talk about... saturday went concord help out their grading... i really have no idea what went wrong... i teach them like how i teach ck... but why concord when grading time, cannot perform leh?? they were disappointing... realy don't know why like that... i really must think how 2 improve concord... cannot let yu de place deprove anymore... today went tpy for ck de grading... not to say anything, but ck de standard really higher than concord de... i really happy with them today... all pass... yu de sis also did very well... she finally dare to kick le... although this time no one got double but i still happy... very happy with their performance... hope i can help concord reach ck de standard... than all of us will be happy le... thats 4 now... b

2007-04-04T17:43:00.000-07:00

haha... early in the morning jiu come update blog... just saw how many post i had... around 270 sia... this 2 years got happen so much for me 2 blog about eh... haha... nothing much happen this few days... haha... nothing much 2 blog about as well... still doing FYPJ... still editing tutorial (going to finish le)... still waiting for our other project... tml good friday... no tkd training... stay home sleep ba... tired~~~ long time never train le... always go ck or concord is 2 teach... regent also cannot go because of FYPJ... nyp de training is the only training i can go lor... but not enough ma... i wan become stronger... don't know how 2 train either... haix... no mood this few days... really very tired... yesterday was mum's birthday... bought a small coffee cake for her... haha... just a small token la... no $ buy expensive stuff either... friday no school, no tkd... can rest le... today faster pass ba... haha... thats for now... b

2007-04-01T20:54:00.000-07:00

now at school doing fypj... haha... heard from supervisor that she got a project for us... we are only going to do e business rule part... but in e mean time still have to edit e tutorial... just now did alot... head see html code until pain... haha... saturday went to nyp tkd chalet... alot of thing happen sia... but it was fun... what King's Game... alot of joke came out... haha... yesterday was qingming... went to visit grandpa, grandpa's pa, grandpa' ma & little cousin... i only saw little cousin before... still don't know why she pass away...haix... must learn to let go ba... if got anything else than i update ba... lik nothing to update like that... haha... thats for now... b

2007-03-21T07:07:00.000-07:00

week 3 le... saw my result... that time still aim all A... haha... but this result also not bad...

Operating System	A
Software Engineering	B+
Digital Media Interaction Design	B
Java Enterprise Development	C+
Principles Of Accounting	A
Java Enterprise Development Project	A

not bad 4 me le... anyway we divided our work load & now we all knew what 2 do le... but stil lazy 2 do it... buck up ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-03-14T17:47:00.000-07:00

so long long long never update le arr... i have started my fypj (final year project) which last for 12 weeks (now in 2nd week de thursday le)... lets see... 1st week was very sian... learn 2 use e software... supervisor say e tutorial was not very clear... so want us to finish e tutorial (got solution if really cannot carry on) & than edit e tutorial 2 make it clearer... thats our fypj le... lucky never ask us 2 make a program out... haha... training was fine... only that i cannot go rgt le... every week day 8.30am to 6pm... so can't go rgt... friday ck can still go (yeah)... sat concord & yz sure go de (because wei hurt his leg so help him in his yz... after he heal than will no go down so often le)... sun can sleep late late le... everyday at lab msn whole day... very sian lor... but when i start work, sure very busy de... haha... someone went oversea 2 help out wor... 16 long days... come back fast fast... than can msn whole day again... haha... thats 4 now... b

2007-03-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

finally ntu open ended le... went there early in e morning again... nyp got 3 people fight... 1 lost... he vyer long time never fight in competition le... teddy bear won 1st round... not bad la... but lost 2 yu 8-1... atleast he did his best le... wei fight until hurt his leg... don't know how he land... give up... hope he heal faster than faster come back train with us... yu fight all e way... 3-3... 4th round sudden death... sorry 2 say that my view, he kick but e ntu guy block with his hand... in e end 3 other judges give score... as a friend i am happy 4 him... as a referee i won't let that score be e winning score... but all e same... he won gold & i am really happy 4 him... i hope wei can heal faster... i got e bronze... thinking more, i feel i deserve this bronze... i did my best... lost 1-0... but i really did my best on that day... i have nothing more to say... only that i wanna start training on head shot... haha... hope if i cna improve more than can go fight in national competition... hope this time i can bring some glory back 2 ck ba... all is hope... with more actions coming... tml start school le... fypj... don't know doing what... but if got time i still will train tkd... its my life... thats 4 now... b

2007-03-03T04:30:00.000-08:00

how should i go along with this post... i don't know what 2 say... haha... went ntu early in the morning... fight my bout... lose 1 - 0... in e end i got a bronze even when i lost... tml than got e prize presentation... at first i don't want go up take de... but last now think... i lost 1 - 0... let it go ba... next time still got chance de... don't know what 2 say... i know i have my chances of winning... everyone will have a chance when they step onto e battle ground... i just didn't make use of all e chances ba... i lost my point carelessly... train up again ba... next year de itp... haha... just do my best ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-03-02T08:23:00.000-08:00

haha... don't know where 2 start... 27th (tuesday) went nyp training... was getting e feeling of scoring at first... score here & there... than crush & hurt my left leg... wednesday went nyp for OS paper... was ok i guess... A or B ba... hoping my leg could heal by sat... in e end now friday le still pain... went ntu watch e pattern competition... ok ba... over all not much things happen... only yu np green blue team won both 3rd & 1st... happy for them... tml is my day... i don't care if my leg pain or not... i am just going to do my very best... sunday is yu & wei... i now wish them all e best here... all our best ba... e CK black belts... haha... wish us luck... thats for now... b

2007-02-26T04:29:00.000-08:00

hahaha... not much 2 say... let me see... 22th (thursday) wen school for Software Engineering exam... it was quite ok... got chance for B... maybe A... fri went regent training... fight with paddning... quite ok ba... but i know inside i am not ready for ntu open... not ready means not fast enough, left leg still sucks, still very slack... but i am still going 2 do my best for ntu open... sat went aunt chris home... 7th day of chinese new year is everyone's birthday ma... go there eat & have fun... sun went huat home play xbox 360... haha... today got DMID (Digital Media Interaction Design) exam... was fine again i guess... maybe B again... A like quite hard... OS is on 28th (wednesday) so i guess i cant go regent training le... tml going nyp training... get 2 know our bout list... thats 4 now... b

2007-02-20T19:28:00.000-08:00

waa... so long never update le... lets see... chinese new year... was good la... 1st day went god mum home... 1 year see them 1 time... feel bad actually... 2nd day aunt chris they all come my home... alot of people at my home... haha... long time never see like that le... after that went aunt irene home... 3rd day (yesterday) went mum jenny home... this new year i never gamble sia... surprise i can actually hold it down... tml exam... later must go study... wish me luck ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-02-07T21:17:00.000-08:00

hi hi hi... tues finally presentation our project le... finally over le... although not totally smooth but still its all over... went for nyp tkd training... train our determination... ytd went seoul graden eat & celebrate teh bdae also 2 wish him, xq & xx good luck... they 3 going beiqing for oop... not much thing happen... ntu open is coming... i just wanna do my best... thats 4 now... b

2007-02-04T18:24:00.000-08:00

waa... finally... i can rest... this few days was busy with project... fri finally hand in le... so no matter how good or bad also just hand in le... atleast i did my best for my project... fri went ck & everything went fine... only e new comers... colour belt all know their pattern le... only just needed 2 practice everyweek... sat went yz... e new comer of yz very funny... all got energy... but they still know e basic... concord also... so uch new comers... lee teach them how 2 put on their blet but next week still got people still don't know how 2 do it de... went library study awhile & went down 2 ntc... e test 4 e poomsae judge is ok i guess... i just did my best... ytd watch happy birthday... its a nice show actually... now de hong kong movie (except fightning de) is veyr different le... they will just shoot small things which will reflect what e char is actually thinking... so must watch carefully... tues is project presentation... after tues i can finally throw all project thing aside le... than just concentrate on tkd... ntc open... ofcouse got exam must study la... haha... looks like life is always busy de ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-01-29T18:17:00.000-08:00

waa... let me think carefully... sat went concord & mr lee took me & yu down 2 NTC for e poomsae referee course... say really e course not that boring la... we did pattern & some people still do wrong... 1 or 2 steps wrong ok la... suddenly forget ma can forgive... but whole pattern wrong cannot de ma... they went 2 e poomsae coach course le sia... sun was whole day... went there early so sat down for kopi... start class & do pattern again... now better... do koryo, 2nd dan pattern & 3rd dan pattern... now i forget 3rd dan pattern liao sia... must faster go ask yu... haha... after pattern start judging... at first really cannot... give too much points... after some trying i can get the trick le... did yellow green pattern... i purposly did fast... & got 2.8 to 3.0... expression of ki only 0.5 to 0.6... i really must train up on pattern as well... UAT didnt manage to give lynn on time... but miss cher still let us hand in... left only the final demo le... hope before final demo can find out my layout bug ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-01-21T17:27:00.000-08:00

nothing much to post... ytd was a bad day... got down with fever... whole day sick... can't even move... lucky my auntie gave me some mec... now feeling much better le... but my mum still worry alot so tell me not 2 go 2 school today... listen 2 her lor... later she angry again... ytd like got alot of thing happen lik that... although i don't know e whole story... just hope he will be ok ba... thats 4 now... b

2007-01-15T17:39:00.000-08:00

yeah... alot to say... lets see... sat went to concord to oversee their grading... got 1 boy tear up another boy's grading card... y must he take another boy's card? compare what? guess i will never understand... their pattern generally was not bad... but higher belt was very bad... yellow green & green & green blue was not bad 2 me... guess yu must concentrate on hogher belt le... haha... sun went cycling on ubin... raining sia... so we all just go on... its a project evernt of yu's... than nobody going ma... so me, zy & ernest go lor... help out his project... was fun la... veyr long never cycle le... scare i will fall... in e end my slippers fly out... haha... but zy crush into e bushes... ernest really fell... funny sia... lucky all of us were fine... lucky we all nv sick... cycling in the rain for around 1 & half or 2 hours... haha... next time go when its a better weather ba... went home & bath... went eat dinner with family... than came back home to finish my project... yeah yeah yeah... i finish my part le... although still got little bit of error but nevermind... let miss cher point it out in UAT... UAT is for user to check our system & find any errors de... happy... now can concentrate on my tkd stuff le... pattern referee... NTU open... go on... thats 4 now... b

2007-01-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

lets see... fri went ck for their last training before their grading... i was impressed by their performance... i was pleased that they most of them actually treat this grading seriously & really wanna do well... sat went teh home do project... don't know how 2link 2 database... in e end john help me link 2 MySQL... should be feeling happy de but don't know y i just don't feel good... on e mrt way home i try 2 strat tomcat... cannot... try at home cannot... try just now, cannot... y this project give me so much problem... when finally can link 2 database some other problem just pop up... i just wanna finish it & atleast can present 2 function tml... than can help other ppl in my team or other team le ma... now can't even save myself... i really don't like this project... bought this laptop 2 do project in e end problem just keep coming on.... today went toa payoh 4 their grading... i was shouting the commands... most of them do well... if not wrong, all passed... some doubled... 1 student double under my teachings... i really happy 1 double under my teachings... it really makes me feel better... only when i am with my family, doing tkd stuff & laughing with my friends will i feel at peace... i really don't know how tml... how 2 present when tomcat won't even work... maybe need 2 transfer everything 2 school computer... tml also got POA test... i haven't even study 4 it... i am just so fed up with this project... ofcouse i will hold on 2 it... maybe teh or john know why it can't work... i hopeing things could just go smooth... come on la new year le things should go smooth right?? haha... hope so la... i not so easy 2 b beaten de... at most do at sch computer only what... haha... wish me luck ba... thats 4 now... b

2006-12-31T20:27:00.000-08:00

hello~~~ happy new year... 2007 le... hope this year is more fun than e last... haha... lets see what happen this few days... fri went ck... their pattern not bad le... kicks also... i dont know how 2 train their sparring... haha... sat went yz... saw how wei teach... got e attitude le... can slowly learn more... not bad wei... than went concord... their pattern also not bad le... e only problem is because hall cannot be use so we went basketball court... than must fight loudness with the highway's lorry, van & bus... haha... but all in whole, concord also not bad... looks like yu & me teach out e students can see some results... haha... after concord went lot1 walk walk... than went jurong go meet aunt irene to take my new black shoe... expensive but really nice... went home bath & went aunt chris home... stay for 1 night & came back home yesterday... stay at home watch tv, eat dinner than went count down at lot1 with yu, zy, dy & john (regent de)... was fun... watch superstars sing... than zy nearly hit some1 else... haha... got 1 cute girl stand very close 2 us... keep looking at her... haha... finally 2007 came & we went yu home there drink coffee & sit down at playground talk talk... at first is talk tkd stuff... than become wusu & dont know why become china history... haha... took taxi & reach home at around 3am... slept until now... haha... anyway happy new 2007 year & i wish everyone happy for e whole year... thats 4 now... b

2006-12-25T07:54:00.000-08:00

merry 2006 xmas... lots of my friends say this year de xmas very boring... but i had a great time with my child hood friends... haha... went kabil's home 2 celebrate... ate dinner & waited for 12am to come... everyone hug each other... so heart warming... 1 year older le... haha... anyway all my child hood friends seems 2 be doing fine... those who are going 2 sec sch next year are going into good schools... feel so happy 4 them... there are those who are going 2 be in sec3... & those in JC are complaining it being tough but i am they can pass through it... seeing them all so fine makes me feel happy as well... haha... today went eat steam boat... damn funny sia... laugh until full... see my other friends also not bad... wei is still good with his gf... yu also still as happy as ever... huat still e same... happy 4 them... things will get better next year... i am sure of it... tml go nyp training... see how much i rust le ba... happy early new year everyone... thats 4 now... b

2006-12-20T18:45:00.000-08:00

today is 21st od dec... my cousin 18th birthday... happy birthday linus... anyway tues went teh home with alan & john... intend 2 do project... in the end we just did the back bone of the database than start 2 play game le... ytd accompany mum cut hair... she now short hair again... at night i do some coding... successfully linked 2 servlet & the next page... there is still much more but i will finish it de... mon went watch eragon with huat & jq... story jump until very fast... 1 hr 45 min... but still its a good show... i wanna watch night in the museum... haha... almost forget... tues intended 2 go nyp try out for ivp... but wei don't know got what thing than he cannot go... i also don't want go alone... hope he next week can go ba... thats 4 now... b

2006-12-16T18:39:00.000-08:00

holiday le... haha... 2 weeks of break for us... but i think i will be busy doing project coding... ofcouse still will celebrate xmas & new year la... alot happen... cant really remember... thurs went 2 city 2 see the xmas lights... first time see... haha... not bad la this year de... fri present our prototype... miss cher gave some good advice... must remember... after presentation went 2 play badminton... saw a very cute gal... ask me if the court got people play... than i let them play... should have play with them... haha... joking... after that went 2 eat & went home... went ck & everyting went well... ytd concord was alright... train junior black belt footwork & kicks... they all cannot tahan... haha... after concord went shopping with family... bought a new sport shoe($89.90)... like it alot... saw a everbest leather shoe($119.90)... can ask aunt irene help me than can get around 35% to 40% discount... haha... holiday must start 2 work hard le... thats 4 now... b

2006-12-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

waa... finally... 1st post using my laptop... so happy... lets see... went school everyday... no much happening... prototype finish liao... but leader say will change... ohh man... this laptop really didnt came easy... borrow $ from mum friend... thx... i will work hard 4 my school de... ofcouse i will return u e $ as well la... haha... but thx really... can do J2EE at home liao... looks like i can relax alot le... no need so stress over J2EE le... hehe... so happy... can do work at home... can play better games... this time must do my best 4 my project... i just dont believe i will lost 2 J2EE... thats 4 now... b

2006-12-04T04:09:00.000-08:00

going 2 update again... yesterday went 2 huat home cut hair... haha... now lik soldier boy again... damn short sia... nvm la... watch open season yesterday... funny show... e rabbit really kana throw around like nobody business... its a very simple show... a big bear was send back 2 e nature... he & a deer created some trouble in e woods & wash lots of animals down 2 e danger zone... well hunters come & e animals, under e leadership of e bear, fought with e humans & finally drive e hunters back... simple but its a nice show... really... haha... today was a long day... all because of that software enginerring, we were late 4 accounting lecture... so my classmate all dun want go le... we went eat lunch... but i heard from another classmate that today's POA lecture is e last 1 le... so cannot see her in POA lecture le... haha... nvm la... see or not see also dun care le... haha... if i got e $... i really think 4 e good of myself & my project team i should buy a laptop... using school com 2 do J2EE very troublesome... i also can finally play some good games le... but i dun have e $ 2 buy it... got e feeling 2 tell my mum... but i know tell also useless... she also dun have e ability 2 get me 1... later she sad again... nvm la... cannot play game than dun play lor... project troublesome than troublesome lor... but if really can get 1...
thats 4 now... b

2006-12-02T19:43:00.000-08:00

ohh... start with fri... handed in SRS... gave yanhao they all le... everyting is workin fine... i guess our team is on the right track... happy... went ck... mr lee went taiwan le... so i teach lor... than big sir (mr lee bro) help teach new comers... wei also help teach... gd gd... in e end wei & i decide 2 fight in IVP... i never train sia... but i wanna go get some exp... sat went concord... its ok i guess... yu know how 2 collect grading fee & training fee le... he in charge of concord, so he must know de... haha... 1 person collect not easy right... than went old place eat... after that went home... after resting awhile i went westin stamford (now known as swissotel)... an ang moh ball... all the ang moh wear until so high class... but they act & talk more low class than us... they r just people wearing masks... i am e photographer help... work until 12midnight... no train 2 go back 2 yew tee... so alight at woodlands & took 2 taxi home... reach home 1plus... taxi fare $12plus sia... haha... lucky the pay is good (6 hrs $100)... if not i sure wont do it... i really don't like those ang moh... i feel we asian r actually better than them... atleast we wont disturb e photographer & his helper... some gave me trouble (no ticket canot take photo), than kept asking 4 a photo... haha... ask me in person ba... thats 4 now... b

2006-11-29T23:55:00.000-08:00

4th day of week 7 le... got e marks for OS test le... teacher dun wanna giv back paper... but i got 16/20... not bad right... study 30min only sia... haha... the mini assignment also over le... although never do as what miss cher want us 2 do... but nevermind la... project do it her way lor... atleast can pass e mini assignment... didnt drag alan down... haha... will get back the other test result next week... though of asking 4 her number de... in e end never ask... 2 chances sia... i 2 times also never go ask... looks like i am very useless when it comes 2 love ba... people taller than me, look like gangster, look like wanna find trouble... i also not scare... but scare 2 ask hp number from a girl... how useless can i get... i guess i should juz let nature do its job... if i & her fated than i will get it de... but i wanna get it myself... haha... end of nov le... veyr fast dec coming... mr lee flying 2 taiwan (mayb yu also going)... ck & concord will be leave 2 me 2 handle le... time for me 2 see how much ability i have got... lucky still got wei & shun 2 help me... haha... thats 4 now... b

2006-11-23T23:11:00.000-08:00

very long never update... week 6 was hell week 4 me... finally over le... tues got DMID (design de) test... wed got OS test... thurs got POA test... fri got mini assignment presentation... e test all ok... got study little bit on mrt before going 2 school... e worse thing is e mini assignment... borrowed alan's laptop back home 2 do e code... but when come school try on school com, cannot work... than fed up... throw newspaper on e school com (2nd time lose my temper b/c of J2EE)... install mySQL, tomcat & jdk into alan's laptop than with alots of help from batman (alvin how, ahhh), finally all can work le... dun know how 2 link to mySQL... haha... so batman help me lor... e codes i do at home not much error... juz e linking... later got ck... finally can do tkd 2 relax le... haha... if i got money... i sure wil go taiwan... buy a laptop... go learn driving... 2 bad i can do none of e above... haix... nvm la... poor for 18 yrs le... use 2 it le... haha... poor also happy... e pretty gal (dun know name) in POA lecture smile at me sia... haha... so happy... thats 4 now... b

2006-11-17T23:35:00.000-08:00

ohh... nxt monday is week 6 le... time fly... fri did J2EE practical (mini assignment)... muz use J2EE do view, create, edit & delete... do until i really really very angry... i juz dun get it... dun understand at all... haha... angry also useless... so told myself this week end break... next week work hard again... next week must present le ma... haha... went ck... wei & yu help me tats y i can concentrate on green blue... their pattern really not bad le... but white 9~~~ yellow no heart 2 train... yellow green i target 4 them 2 get double but they like very scare... dun know y... just now went concord... teach yellow belt again... follow command they can do until not bad... own time they all do wrong... maybe 2 fast le ba... give them 1 more week... if next week they own time still do wrong than is i useless cannot teach le... just do my best ba... really wanna go taiwan... but really no $... so sad... buy 4D lor... hope that number can help me again... that number help me once on TOTO... now hope can help my again in 4D... haha... c how my luck ba... thats 4 now... b

2006-11-08T07:26:00.000-08:00

ohh... 4th week... nth happen this few days... watched flushed away today... was thinking of watching movie de... than don't really have much choice... so choose cartoon lor... a city pet mouse (very rich owner so he also very rich mouse) suddenly kana fluch down e toilet & ended up in e sewage city... he tries his best 2 get back to his world & in e process he found out he was really lonely back in his own world... not even some1 2 say gd night... he finally made his way back but in e end he choose 2 be wif his friends & love 1 rather 2 be rich all alone... he stop e toad's (sewage city's kingpin) plan 2 disturb all e rats & became a hero... this show really teaches us that we can still live on with little $... as long we have our friends, family & love 1 with us, we can go a long way... gd show really... e slugs r so funny... most of e sound effect is made by them... very hard 2 explain... u must really see it 4 urself... than u sure will laugh off ur head... thats 4 now... b

2006-11-03T09:16:00.000-08:00

3rd week le... things in school are alright i guess... i talk to my mentor on wed... told him i don't wanna be class rep... maybe it seem small but i really don't wanna be... more responibility... he say he will consider... i really hope he can let me go... today got meet mentor session... talk about result... he never talk about the class rep thing i also never bought it up... went ck... found out i really lost when coaching new patterns... seems like i don't know how 2 teach well... felt so sad... but i train up my coaching skill... i fightning is only do my best... e only way i can do well is through cocahing le ba (i guess)... thought of something lately... i am a loser brother... i have a younger sister & brother (my father side)... still my sis & bro... but i don't even know their names... i guess they also don't know who i am... next year my god brother getting marry... maybe can see my father & his children... i really want them 2 know who i am... i really want them 2 accept me sia... i have never the feeling when sis or bro call u... when sis or bro tell u how they feel (got friend tell me how they feel but i really wanna help my own bro & sis)... ofcouse friends are still important 2 me (so if u guys got anything don't know what 2 do, u guys can still ask me about it. i may not be able 2 help but i am a great listener, i guess)... but i really wanna feel how it is 2 help ur own bro & sis... my goal in life... do my best 2 let my little sis & bro 2 accept me... i may not be a very good guy... but i still want them 2 accept me... i also don't know use what 2 let them accept me... haha... maybe just use my heart ba... thats for now... b

2006-10-30T04:53:00.000-08:00

ohh... 3rd week le... though of posting after fri... but nevermind la... nothing much happen... sat went for pormsae course... mr lee say i fail practical sia... ohh man... but this morning i check my email & they send me a email saying i pass... haix... i guess my paper pull me up... but i wanna pass everything... i muz practice hard... sparring & pattern... both side also must train up... like that than can be a good coach... wei knows he black belt le... finally we all black le... haha... guess we can all go for coach course together le... school is as normal... boring, tired but still can understand what teacher saying... mostly... guess i maybe will post again on fri ba... thats for now... b

2006-10-23T11:20:00.000-07:00

waa... 2nd week of school le... i couldnt understand anything taught 2 me during e 1st week... i was so stress lor... walou... i aiming 4 all B or better all A ma... gave myself abit of pressure... but i guess i am those who can work with or without stress... better without stress la... i now also can understand abit le... haha... watch the departed just now... review time... its a show about spy... police send spy 2 e bad guy... bad guy send spy 2 police... e whole show just see e 2 spy fightning each other... trying to find out each other... but in e end e gd police spy was kill... & e bad spy was also kill... he was so close 2 get off but there was still 1 more guy who know he was a spy... he kill e bad spy... it show how hard its 4 police 2 catch ad guys with evidence... sometime its really so hard 4 police... its really hard 2 destory evil in e fair way... anyway this show is actually a copy from hongkong movie "Wu Jian Dao"... haha... totally e same... e story & everything... this show was a M18 sia... its because every 10 lines, 9 lines will b full of "fuck"... shut e fuck up... close e fucking door... go fuck ur... i also dont wanna write out le.. very violent show... but a nice show after all... thats 4 now... b

2006-10-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

thursday le... 4 days of school reopen... i went to the project lesson le... i really feel the project this team is going to be very hard... looks like i won't even have time to save anyone le... but ofcouse if anyone got problem can ask me... but weather i know the answer or not is a different story... haha... i actually set a target for this team... i aim for all B or better A...i don't even want a C at all... this team is important... year 3 got 2 more teams... 1 team is attactment... the other team is final year project... so this team is the alst learning team... hope i can get pass everything & reach my aim ba... thats for now... b

2006-10-16T19:17:00.000-07:00

ytd was e 1st dae of sch... damn tired... 6hr lesson straight... damn tired... lucky nite lesson is on tues... if on mon den is 8hrs straight... i sure die... POA was not bad... e teacher teach de i can understand... porj was chaos as always... decide who is in whos team... this time i am not goin 2 b e hero again... i am goin 2 do my part & only help other ppl when i confirm my part is flawless... got 4 team... 1 team is can get A or B de... tat team dun nd wry... another team is our team... if we work hard can get B... another team is 2 person do everyting de... but they 2 very pro so no nd wry 4 them... last team is 4 ppl all very lazy & nd help de... i finish my part 1st den help them ba... can bear 2 c them all die... lucky i not leader 4 my team... hahaha... hope 2dae wil b fine ba... 9pm sia... tats 4 now... b

2006-10-10T01:52:00.000-07:00

sat went down yangzheng to see how kw teach them... disappointed... gave mandy her birthday present... she keep saying thx... haha... than went see wei grading... not bad la... i think should be no problem... sun went huat home cut hair... than play game... than went watch rob-B-hood... funny show... a show about 3 thiefs... always steal but 1 always gamble... 1 always spend it on woman... in e end they stole a baby & took care of him for awhile... they learn that money isnt really everything... in the end they gave up on the money & fought for the baby (they want to return the baby to his mother)... in the end they won & the baby is fine... they went to jail but atleast they could start anew... jq ask me yesterday what life is... i told him life is simple... u want people to take care of u when u are young (parents)... u want to study & earn $ when u r growing up (study uni, gd jobs)... u want to take care of people when u r middle age (wife, children)... lastly u want people to take care of u when u die (family)... seem simple but sometime got ups & downs in between... yet a simple life is all i ask for... thats 4 now... b

2006-10-05T20:22:00.000-07:00

very long never blog le... 1 week le ba... was working very hard... really... well alot of things happen... fri start work... sat was busy (same with fri 7 pairs)... sun was a gd sales day (10 pair)... mon was shocking (5 pairs)... tues only got 1 pair... wed got 3 pairs... wed was crazy... after i pray (i pray everyday during this 1 week... there got temple ma) i saw a guy doing name keychain... than i don't know should make 1 for my friend... her birthday coming ma... in e end i went to make 1 la... after he finish i found out i only leave 2 mins 2 run back 2 my workplace... i use 2 mins 2 run from e temple back 2 bugis junction... i wasnt late!!! but my shoe open mouth... haha... thurs (3 pair) i went pray & saw e guy again... so i make 1 more 4 my mum... haha... this time i took my time la... still got alot of time ma... so went back work... keep all e remaining 280 plus shoes... pull them all in e stock within aropund 1 hr... haha... fast le... so went back home sleep... just woke up... i pray to guan yin & she told me someone will find a jade in e rock 4 me... jade in e rock means very good girl la... everyone will be happy 4 me wor... thx guan yin ma... haha... thats for now... b

2006-09-27T21:37:00.002-07:00

damn day... start from mon... went yu home wanting 2 start on website... but in e end went wei hme play 3 kingdom... can kill lu bu de... but press e button 2 slow... damn... den went back do little bit website... dun feel like saying it... no planning... dun know how 2 do also... eat dinner & went down garden talk talk... went back bath than read awhile & fell asleep... tues woke up eat lunch do e rules & regulations than went wei home again... around 5pm went home... wed went 2 get my black pants... today went 4 work... reach there than tell me today cannot start... tml than start... i & e supplier stand down there stun... dun know how e bloodly buyer do his job... tel us thurs go down... 9am so bloodly early... i drag myself up... than reach there say tml... i & e supplier went drink coffee & talk about e police force... sound really fun... than went temple pray awhile... than now back home... tml go early again... hope tml wont have any more problem le... if not i angry dun want work 4 them le... thats 4 now... b

2006-09-27T21:37:00.001-07:00

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2006-09-24T22:42:00.000-07:00

joke time

librarian : i guess this 'how to fight procratination' help book has no effect on u.
man : oh, how do u know?
librarian : its 3 weeks overdue.
man : =_=

man : if my demand is not met, i will go on strike!
boss : with your level of productivity, it will make no difference to me.
man : =_=

boss : all present? good.
boss : i have called yet another meeting b/c we never seem to be able to finish our work in time. any suggestions?
man : yes~~~ cut down on the meetings.

mum : hey, you are back early! how was your 1st dae at work?
son : rotten~ i was sacked b/c the boss found me engrossed in the newspaper during lunch.
mum : what's wrong with that?
son : it was the job vacancy section...

haha... hope its funny 2 who ever is readin it... tats 4 now... b

2006-09-19T19:36:00.000-07:00

its the day again... this few days nothing much happen... mum fell down on monday... took 2 days mc... took her see doctor... than took her go take X ray... i think shes going to be ok... woke up today & went to check my results...

Data Structure & Algorithms (java la) = A (excepted 1)
IP Technology & Networking (networking lor) = B+ (surprise me, i though i can only get B)
C++ Programming (C++) = B (excepted 1)
Object - Oriented Analysis & Design (OOAD wor) = B (e paper was easy & helped my alot)
Database Management Systems (database or DBMS) = C+ (wasnt happy with this 1)
Object - Oriented Analysis & Design Proj (proj work) = B (if u know what happen u should know how happy i was 2 get this B... teacher help me alot...)

so this is it...GPA was 3.19... GPA for all 3 sem is also 3.19... not bad la... stil can remain at 3... next sem do better ba... i got friends who are taking PSLE this year & those taking end of year exam... i wish them good luck & all the best for ur exams... thats for now... b

2006-09-16T19:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday i watch a show on channel 5 call the family man... its a show about a man who was high up wif his job... earning the amount that people would die for... but he was send into a dream world where by he didnt went to further his studies & stay with his girlfriend & had 2 kids... he was shocked but slowly he relised that this life also has its happy moments... he could play with his kids... he could play bowling with his poor friends... he but things only when its n a discount... but he was getting use & was really happy... just when he was getting use 2 it, he woke up into e real world... he heard his ex girlfriend (e wife in his dream) was going over sea to futher her career (just like 13 years ago when he went futher his studies & never came back)... he was sad at first of him waking up from his dream life... but he caught up wif her & finally made her stay & give them both a chance again... this show wans 2 tell us that no matter how much $ u earn, u can never buy e joy of spending time with ur family... family always come first... it also teaches us that when u make a mistake, it canot be undone... what u can do is 2 live on & make sure u dun make e same mistake again (in e show, e guy went & made e girl stay)... nice show really... been training in rgt on wed & fri... left leg still dun have e feeling of scoring points... must improve on that... thats for now... b

2006-09-13T06:10:00.000-07:00

ytd went huat hme... we got guan yu's, huat's hero's and cao cao's secret weapon... tat gay cao cao... no matter wat weapon he use his attack stil so bloodly gay... haha... lucky huat help me train until lvl 1... if not i also dun wan train him le... 2dae went down rgt... tot of hard trainin... in e end more slack den b4... very sian... dun noe go down 4 wat... fight wif yu... long time nv fight le... we score each other afew times... we also got afew times stun den stare at each other... mr lee sae we not concentratin enough... tats true... i lost focus easily... 2dae both me & yu didnt fight out our best but atleast we noe wat went wrong... my left leg stil canot score point... muz train up... tml goin huat hme again... muz get e secret weapon of e single eye guy... he very pro sia... although my guan yu is stil e best... tats 4 now... b

2006-09-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

ytd went down ck... mr lee intend 2 leave me ck 2 handle... den yu in charge of concord... wei is head of yz... looks lik he really plan 2 retire le... dun noe i can do it or not... but i wil try my best... anyway i got yu & wei 2 help as well... i cant train at ck any more... looks lik i muz train at rgt... den i wil giv them hell trainin 4 i myself also wan train ma... nth much 2 write abt... tats 4 now... b

2006-09-06T00:25:00.000-07:00

haha... holiday le... 1 week of holiday & this is what i have done... nothing... well... went to watch Akeelah and the Bee on monday... its a show of a girl who have talent in spelling... she grew up in a bad neighbourhood... with lots of wierd people... but that didnt stop her from taking part in the Spelling Bee competition... at first people are laughing at her actions... no one care why she took part... slowly as she win round after round, people start to admire her courage... everyone helped her & show more care for her... her family got together & support her all the way... in the end she won more than what she hopes to win... this show tell us that no matter where you are from, as long as you fight on for your dreams, people will accept you even if you win or not... there is a show on channel 5 on sat (9/9/2006)... I am Sam... i must watch it... it sure will be a veyr touching show... if anyone read this post & can remember than please remind me to watch that show... time~~~ tats for now... b

2006-09-01T18:20:00.000-07:00

ohh... thurs went down yz 2 oversee their demo... it was messy but overall it was alrite... e 2nd time i hold e plank 4 e teacher, he chop through e plank & 1 little part shoot out & hit me sia... in e end bcome 3 parts... power... nv again wil i do tat le... i promise myself nv again... didnt went back rgt b/c after yz e demo it was rainin... nv c alot of teachers... here 2 sae thx teacher 4 everyting they did... miss phua, mr neo, mr fong, miss chew & alot more... ytd fri went down ck... only me & yu & his sis frien went down... ytd not much 2 tok abt olny part is when i was sparrin wif mr tan... startin was alrite... got block & kick back... got clash... den dun noe y i stand down there stare dun noe at wat... tan slowly walk 2 me & hit me in e head... i lost focus... no more again sia... walou... he hit me i shock sia... i also dun noe tinkin wat... now i suddenly also rmb tat mr tan & mr lee also our tkd teachers... also wish them happy teacher daes... tats 4 now... b

2006-08-29T06:57:00.000-07:00

2dae went rgt c their demo... although they canot stand in e centre & there is prob here & there... but 2dae was better den last time de... there was inprovement... so i feel 2dae de not bad... tml stil got trainin... hope their wont slack ba... thurs actual dae... wei wil b goin yz 2 teach them how 2 hold e plank... so i guess yu & me juz go rgt straight... after mon i wil call hema 2 c got job or not... i suddenly feel lik writein wat i noe abt myself...
gd point :
-try not 2 lie 2 any1 (b/c i dun feel gd liein 2 ppl)
-serious in tings i do (i guess)
-fillial 2 parents (i really tink so)
-loyal 2 friens (i really tink so 2)
bad point:
-tends 2 liv in e past easily (always de)
-sometimes my tinkin very sad de (sometime la)
-18 but tinkin is much older (my tinkin very old de)
points i dun noe is gd or bad:
-damn serious in relationship so easily kana hurt (i noe it hurts)
-liks 2 jok ard (i tink its a gd point)

wei sae i shouldn't 2 serious in relationship as a protection 4 myself... if i really do tat i feel i am not chs le... if i not 100% serious de den i wont even start... haha... i can b stuborn at times... tats all i can tink of now of little simple ruban chua hong sheng... if u all tink got more den tag me ba... tats 4 now... b

2006-08-27T18:16:00.000-07:00

ohh man... very long nv blog le... ard 1 wk ba... competition finally over le... so tired sia ytd when its over... lets start from fri... went down rgt after my exam 2 c if can help in e demo... in e end only 6 to 7 ppl... so kick target & do pattern... so disappointed wif them... i dun hav mood 4 rgt le... den went pub wif mum & her friens... play pool... drink alot of beer... listen 2 ppl sing songs... den went hme ard 2plus... sian... haha... i udn lik 2 go this type of place... i go is 2 cc & drink beer only... tiger not bad... foster also... sat & sun went down help out in competition... e referee tis time is really not gd... c also sad... wei & yu got bronze ytd... not bad la... shun lost & no medal... nxt time do better ba... nxt yr i also wan go... tis whole yr muz train up... later got DBMS (database) exam... last paper... nv study 4 it sia... sat & sun totally no time ma... later go study... wish me luck... tats 4 now... b

2006-08-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

ytd was my 18th big dae... but i am gonna start from sat... wak up & wash up den wei msg me sae he dun wan go yz b/c he 2 tired... so i went down myself... b4 sat i stil dun noe if i wanna fight back 4 her... den i saw her again i noe i dun wan le... haha... over le... now is juz slowly 4get her den can le... haha... ytd went bugis 2 prey wif mum... 2nd mth of e ghost mth ma... muz pray 4 safely again... i heard 2nd mth let out de ghost is more dangerous de... even e gods noe i got alot of ting 2 worry... rgt la... exam la... when can totally 4get la... god tel me 2 tak tings easy... haha... after tat went shop ard & bought my 1st 4D... didnt win la... haha... den went hme... eat dinner at lot1... den went yu hme... yu's mum bought kfc i also got a share... thx... den went garden tok tok... but i got 2 rush hme b/c my mum waitin 4 me 2 drink my 1st beer wif her... haha... pai seh arr i lik tat rush hme... thx 4 listenin 2 my sorrow... so i drank my 1st can of beer ytd nite... its was bitter... not nice de... but i didnt got drunk... haha... 2dae was java exam... java can get A le... haha... thats for now... b

2006-08-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

i am e weakest man on earth... my mum gave me 2 daes to 4get her... & 2dae is thurs le... 4 daes le... & i stil missin her... i very angry... not b/c she wan berak wif me... but b/c i canot get over it sooner... y am i so weak... y cant i b as strong as my mum... i can handle stress or any prob throw 2 me... i sure can solve de... but y when tokin abt love i so weak... canot 4get her... keep missin her... wtf sia... i noe i wil get over it... but i wan 2 get over it sooner... best b4 this week... b/c sun my bdae le... haha... exam comin also... i canot lost my concentration de... i muz do well sia... i canot fail any paper de... guess love is my only weak point... when can i tink of her & sae she is juz a gd frien of mine... although i noe tat is so much more gal out there... haha... can c other gals le... feel free... but sometime i stil wil miss her... more time ba... faster 4get arr... tats 4 now... b

2006-08-12T20:22:00.000-07:00

ytd was tired... although i ddint do much work... recorder... judge... but after tat we went watch fire work... very dangerous... little children nearly fall down... nice fire work... den i msg her gdnite... she reply was wierd... i noe someting was wrong... but i 2 tired le... so i wak up this mornin den i saw her msg... hahaha... ya... we dun noe each other well... drifting from me... mayb b/c my bill burst so we couldnt msg each otehr le so drifting ba... guess wat... i am sad... i tak relationship seriously de.. my 1st time... haha.... didnt even last 4 one mth... ard 3 & half wks only... haha... mayb lik tat also gd ba... i dun nd tak her present... i tot i was strong... i tot i was smart... but i am weak & s2pid when comes 2 lov... i noe i wil get over it... but i dun noe how long i nd... i am very sad... cant believe i am cryin when writing this post... heart very pain... exam & my bdae coming... but i am so sad now... haha... guess i wil learn from this lesson & grow up more... later my tinking bcome older... haha.. not 80 yrs le... 90 yrs le... guess wat... i am out in e market again... but i guess i not tat attractive... wil tak a long time 2 fall in lov again... mayb no1 wil lov me again... tats 4 now... b

2006-08-10T09:20:00.000-07:00

haha... i know i am late but happy bdae dae s'pore... was planning to post 2dae de... just watch click wif huat & jq (what r movie pals 4)... its a great show... its abt this guy who wants to work hard & get up in his job... he break pomises made to his childrens... he quarrels wif his wife... he dun spend time wif his parents... so he got his hand on tat remote controller & found out it controls everyting... he was loving it but den tings go out of hand... e remote auto fast forward events... he misses lots of tings... his wife is another man's wife... he wasn't by his father's side when his father pass away... he was CEO of his company but he wasn't happy at all... in e end, b4 he die, he run along way in his sick condition just 2 tel his son & daughter that family always come 1st... den e angel friend gave him a 2nd chance & told him back... he was happy & he treasure his family & parents more... he threw the remote away & he know what is more important 2 him... 4 those who will read my small blog here... always rmb that familyis more important than anyting... fame & $ can get u only that far... but family will follow u 4ever... miss u alot lao po... thats 4 now... b

2006-08-07T04:22:00.000-07:00

got alot to say... today is project presentation day... i found out when i was presenting that my part couldn't work well... the overdue didn't print... should i scold our leader who is doing all our GUI for not doing my part well? should i scold those asshole which i spend more time helping them do their parts? ofcouse i can't... i myself stupid go help them do... so i deserve this puinshment... was angry though... hide it well... so went party world sing song... let of some anger... but the real happy thing is while i was bathing... my mum sae i win TOTO... haha... $120 wor... haha... maybe the gods give me something good ba... thx gods... haha... can pay the photo bill le... i should also thx my lao po... her favour number was 25... 11 follow my a long way... so i bought 11 & 25... really come out... haha... thx lao po... the sweetness is coming back wor... haha... although everyday only can msg 1 or 2... but still can't stop our sweetness de... hehe... i love you lao po... thats for now... b

2006-08-03T05:51:00.000-07:00

went to c her again... same ting... went mac... play card... i head pain le stil play card... haha... play le more pain... so when i thought we can finally be private that time... saw some of her friends again... than her sis join in the fun... so we only hold hands 4 a little while... still tinking of doin someting close 2 her... nxt tmie ba... but du noe when e nxt time will b... cant celebrate my bdae wif me... i also got alittle sad... haha... got wierd wierd de feelin... dun care la... return & borrow do le... all finish le... but GUI mayb cant finish in time... our leader sae mayb canot finish... worse come 2 worse console lor... nth much happen... dun noe wat 2 sae... alittle unhappy this few daes... not b/c of proj... tats 4 now... b