Friday, December 31, 2004
19th dae at work... 6 or 7 pairs... 4get liao... happy until siao... guess wat? i juz come hme from heng hui hme... nw yr countdown... kana beat until very pain... but stil happy... dun noe if our buddyship wil fall... lets juz hope it wil last 4ever... i really happy 2 noe those frien... nie kia, yu kia, wei kia, shun kia, huat kia... dun noe they got regant noein me or not... lolz... lets juz hope not... tink me can nv b wif her liao... didnt even sms me 2 wish me... use 2 it liao... juz wanna sae it 1 last time... i love you... tats 4 nw... b9:04 AM...Peace
Thursday, December 30, 2004
yesterdae no time 2 write... yesterdae off... wnet 2 our sch last concert... b/c i promise my lau ma i wil go... lolz... u all sure dun noe who i tokin abt... not so bad... i felt very relax... dun feel tat i wates $10... i ask her 2 go... but she sae she dun wan... haix... mayb i & her really dun hav fate... my lau ma finally agree 2 b kc`s gf... felt so happy 4 them... wish them all e best... tats 4 nw... b7:20 PM...Peace
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
18th dae at work... 2 pairs... everydae decrease by 2 pairs... lolz... juz lik yesterdae... dun noe wat 2 sae... i relised i not only miss her... but my buddies as wel... miss goin tkd wif buddies... miss watchin movie wif movie pals... miss e daes wif my childhood friens... but ofcouse miss her e most... hehe... tats 4 nw... b5:40 AM...Peace
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
17th dae at work... 4 pairs 2dae... b/c other brand got discourt only hush puppies no hav... no wonder... 2dae really got nth much 2 sae... nth big happen... only i miss some1 alot... tats 4 nw... b5:32 AM...Peace
Monday, December 27, 2004
16th dae at work... 6 pairs... b/c of those xmas stock... not bad la... ask her yesterdae... she sae she dun tink she wan work in metor liao... sae dun noe wat metor is... haix... damn sad... tats y i dun trust hope nw... e more hope, e more u wil hurt... tats 4 nw... b5:28 AM...Peace
Sunday, December 26, 2004
15th dae at work... sold 8 pairs. os shoes... by rite i should b happy but i am not... i e whole dae feel very empty inside... not b/c i hungry... empty inside my heart... feel e disire 2 c her & chat wif her... e disire is growin wif every pass dae... am i really not goin 2 c her? havent ask her if she went 4 e interview... mayb i wil ask some other dae... tats 4 nw... b5:40 AM...Peace
Saturday, December 25, 2004
2dae off... nw at mum frien hme... aunt chris hme... mum come play majong so i juz come visit lor... got lots of present... thx 2 all... fear came into me... fear my friens & i wil b farrer apart... lik 2dae is gd frien den tml is juz frien den e nxt dae no more frien liao... haix... mayb i juz hav 2 let them go when e time comes... tats 4 nw... b3:00 AM...Peace
Friday, December 24, 2004
14th dae at work... guess wat... 5 pairs... lolz... e Xmas stock come ma... Xmas stock is those cheap 1 la... $39 1... happy sia... 2dae Xmas eve... nw at my mum hme spendin my Xmas holidae wif my childhood frien... really happy 2 b able 2 noe them... although they dun really respect & lov me as a frien... but i wil stil lov them... mayb i really am not a gd frien... tats 4 nw... b5:40 AM...Peace
Thursday, December 23, 2004
yesterdae 4get 2 write... yesterdae off... by rite i was goin 2 my cousin hme 2 return him his ps2... but den he call & sae he wil come another dae... so i went 2 huat hme 2 play his xbox... halo2... not bad sia... e game quiet fun but i stil feel e story is very s2pid... yu kia , if they really hire u muz tel sia... tats 4 nw... b4:56 PM...Peace
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
13th of work... 3 pairs... happy liao... sy got work liao... in ntuc do dun noe wat... carry tings here & there... he do 2nd dae den sian liao... lolz... dun noe him but i tink he wil try 2 contine... hehe... nie kia & wei kia havent find it... dun noe when they wil find a job... shun kia got a job very long time liao so no nd 2 worry abt him... hope we all stil can b long time buddies... tats 4 nw... b5:46 AM...Peace
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
12th dae of work... 3 pairs... finally improved... met my pri 6 form teacher... rmb tat my pri sch had change alot... all e tings had gone... e wear-out bball court... e lousy field... e old class rme... all gone... haix... saw my geo teacher yesterdae... heard tat 5 teachers wil go nxt yr... mr fong, mr yew, yu kia`s poa teacher, miss choo e chinese teacher & e last 1 mdm rohaine sae dun noe... haix... wil miss them(not mr yew)... tats 4 nw... b5:32 AM...Peace
Monday, December 20, 2004
11th dae at work... 1 pair... happy... better den nth... tats a high % tat she might b workin at woodland metro... i recomman 1 ma... if they really hire her, i wil happy until siao... hehe... i really muz pray hard sia... tats 4 nw.. b5:33 AM...Peace
Sunday, December 19, 2004
10th at work... 2 pairs... not bad la... mantainin 2 pairs everydae... saw vanessa & sy 2dae... 2 expensive so they no buy... didnt blame them at all... really expensive ma... wan 2 c her... wan 2 chat wif her... cant c her... dun wanna disturb her... wanna tel her hw much my feelin 2wards her is killin me... miss her... tis is juz 4 her, i truely, deeply, lov u... tats 4 nw... b5:35 AM...Peace
Saturday, December 18, 2004
9th dae at work... 2 pairs... not bad la... better den 0... i understand again... so wat if nie kia is very man... so wat if yu kia is very funny... so wat if wei kia is tall... so wat if shun kia is gd lookin & gd at sport... tats their gd pts... i dun hav 2 b jerlous... i hav my gd pts 2... i juz hav 2 find out slowly... i believe tat is a reason 4 me 2 b on tis planet... i juz hav 2 find out my other half & giv her happiness... wish tat other person is her... havent c her yet... but i trust fate... tats 4 nw ... b5:50 AM...Peace
Friday, December 17, 2004
2dae off... go concord & ck... tkd trainin... happy... last 1 liao ma... canot off on fridae liao... damn... i relised between us 5 buddies, i am e most failure 1... heard tat nie kia get 2 dance wif e gal he lik really mak me very jerlous... when wil i ever dance wif her... when wil i even juz c her... i finally noe nw... only gd ppl can hav happiness... useless failure can nv find it... tats fate i guess... tats 4 nw... b8:19 AM...Peace
Thursday, December 16, 2004
8th dae of work... sell nth again but i dun really feel sad... understand liao ma... dun noe wat 2 sae tis time... tml off & goin 2 concord & ck... so happy... finally can rest liao... 2 me goin tkd is restin ma... hehe... tats 4 nw... b5:34 AM...Peace
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i finally understand liao... if tat person is fated 2 hav tat shoe, no matter wat happen they wil stil get it 1... if tat person is not fated 2 hav tat shoe, no matter wat u sae, they stil wont get it 1... 7th dae of work... 2 pairs... but very happy liao... so fast work 4 1 week liao... i am stil waitin 4 her 2 appear... but i believe in fate... if i am fated 2 c her... i wil c her somedae... tats 4 nw... b5:33 AM...Peace
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
6th dae at work... sold nth 2dae... e worst dae of my workin life... they all juz touch here touch there but dun buy anyting... i really miss her very much nw... i really wish tat i can c her face... i wan 2 chat wif her nw but dun noe wat 2 sae... dun wanna disturb her ma... tats 4 nw... b5:36 AM...Peace
Monday, December 13, 2004
i noe some1 from work... xiao sun jie... ppl call her xiao sun but she older den me so i add a jie... everytime i c her, i tot of her... they both r e same... active... a little crazy but stil very cute... i really wan 2 c her... 5th dae at work... 2 pairs... haix... i nw juz wanna c her... hw much longer muz i wait... tats 4 nw... b5:50 AM...Peace
Sunday, December 12, 2004
4th dae at work... only 2 pairs... no more discourt liao ma... suddenly i relised someting... i really miss some1 so much... i go 2 work everydae & wish 2 c her everydae... when wil i c her? mayb e nxt dae... mayb nxt week... mayb nxt month... mayb nxt yr... or mayb nv... tats 4 nw... b7:15 AM...Peace
Saturday, December 11, 2004
3rd at work... 12 pairs of shoes... gd rite? last dae of discourt ma... tml sure no1 buy 1... saw a teacher from concord 2dae... wonder when i wil c her... mayb tml... mayb nv... tats it 4 nw... b6:51 AM...Peace
Friday, December 10, 2004
my 1st time... dun really noe wat 2 sae... hi... 2nd dae at work... sellin hush puppies shoes... 10 pairs 2dae... not bad rite? b/c got 20% discourt ma... if not no1 buy 1... tired sia... leg so tired...lolz... tats it 4 nw... b6:36 AM...Peace
Ruban Chua Hong Sheng
19 Leo
Easy going guy
` Likes.
Family
Bros
Friends
TKD
Pool
Read comic (Doraemon)
Movies
` Hates.
Nothing i can think of
Been through much
See through much
Did stupid things
Learn from stupid things
Hope for peace
Not just world peace, but personal peace
Family comes first
Bros, movie pals and child hood friends are important
TKD is part of my life
Sleep everyday soundly without regret is my dream