Monday, July 30, 2007
week 10... 3 more weeks to go... sad days are over... new chapter of my life... now i muzt concentrate on my work (leave 3 weeks, just do a nice job), studies (next sem & i kana bio IT), tkd (both coaching & fighting) and family...
lee went korea for 2 weeks so ck & concord will be leave to us... last friday de ck was not bad... most belt learn half their pattern le... brown black i haven't teach a single step... i feel they need to practice their basic pattern until solid first... concord was alright... tan went down & told them all to re-learn how to tie their belts... what tan say was true... concord de tester is always lee so we only concentrate on pattern & forgot the outlook...
work is ok till this point... still as busy... really learn alot in attachment compare to school...
next sem i will be taking the bio IT path... guess its just me alone... i think the rest of my classmate all take FI... can know new classmates also good ba... haha... yu always tell me to accept new friends (be more friendly)... guess i am going to listen to him le...
family is alright... everyone is still laughing & smiling & quarrelling over nothing (we quarrel for fun)... lolz... so heart warming de family...
ernest & dirreck went for referee course... wonder how their performance is... national de weight in over le... guess only yu, ernest & andy taking part... i still not up to the standard... but take note, i am NOT giving up on sparring... haha... going to referee 100% on this nationals... guess its the only way to make up for my mistake ba...
the world now seems to be full of hope to me... although i may seem to have nothing at all, in true i have more than anything everyone can think of... guess all we human need is just food, water, shelter, family & friends...
thats all for now... b
12:20 AM...Peace
Thursday, July 26, 2007
All the best and may u two be happy...
i wasn't born to be a good guy but i guess it's ok...
happy things are happening to people around me... treasure it & make sure you don't regret everyday when you go to sleep...
still left 3 more weeks until my attachement ends...
thats for now... b
6:01 AM...Peace
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
my leg is getting better le... atleast i can walk normally without feeling pain le... but i don't think i should train without shoes just yet... scare later skin tear again... this few days were great... lolz... yesterday went yu home for dinner... wanted to get some video from yu... guess what, i didn't bring my thrumb drive... so yesterday i just pass yu the pool game & ate dinner... his mum cook de chickren rice really not bad...
we chat awhile than went "lim"... yu, zy, ky & wei de practice... go coffee shop to have some drinks & chat & laugh... well yesterday only me, yu & ky... zy was sleeping... can't remember why wei didn't join us... than we 3 jiu chat lor... after the drinks jiu went playground sit down & chat more... played the IF game... gave yu 2 story... well his answers was quite alright... i still think the second story was harder...
If at the same time, the girl you like is really happy & wanna share the joy with you & your best bro is in a bad time, which side will you go? to be happy with the girl you like? or to go & try to console your best bro with a high % than nothing will come out of it... to say the true, i will go to my bro... maybe i may not be a great help, but i know how it feels to be down & no one there to console you... don't need console... just sit beside me i also feel better...
well after the 2 story, it started to rain... lolz... than the rain gets heavier... i went to the bus stop to wait for the bus but yu & ky still standing in the playground there waiting for yu de mum to come down pass their umbrellas... funny sia... see 2 big guys trap in the playground... see 1 formal guy standing in the bus stop kana hit by the rain no matter where he stand (because f the wind)... haha...
maybe during my holidays go yu home one more time... this time must remember to bring my thrumb drive le...
thats for now... b
12:48 AM...Peace
Sunday, July 15, 2007
ohh movie week for me... lolz... wednesday watched die hard 4.0... 2 whole hours of action... very nice show...
friday went ck... the kids had games day so we black belts were trained by mr lee... his foot work is really nice... i do until left leg de whole ball of foot de skin tear out... now walk also pain... both lee & tan say alot of things... must think carefully to improve le...
saturday didn't went concord as mum was worry my foot will kana infection... something happen on saturday de morning... i did post but blogger didn't post out... i guess its fate ba... lucky now i also think it all out le... so post out or not it doesn't matter at all... hahaha... night time went auntie sinthy home for her birthday celebration... was happy...
today watched harry potter 5 : order of the phoenix... mum treat... haha... 2 long hours of a nice show... not much action but still was a nice show... today walking leg pain until siao... don't know tomorrow how to go to work... heck care la... haha...
lets all be strong in life... face trouble, problem or pain bravely... its ok if you fall... most important is you get up after the fall...
thats for now... b
6:01 AM...Peace
Friday, July 13, 2007
yeterday was the last day of week 7... went ck... the kids had games day... we black belt were trained by mr lee... very long never train us le... after the foot work my leg leg ball of foot de skin all tear out... can't carry on training... but still see & listen to what they were saying & doing... i am not going to give up... i have nothing now anything...
didn't go concord today... mum was worry i will get infection due to the tearing of the skin... its a very big tear... i see also scare... saw something in someone's blog... can't stop crying... don't know how to write it now... i don't cry easily... so if i really cry means damn meaningful or painful de... lolz...
now still can't stop... just can't stop the crying... ohh... next week, week 8 le... still got 5 more weeks to go... tahan... now must remeber to backup whatever thing i did... if not computer crush i have to redo again... its just weird... why do those type of things just keep happening to me...
after yesterday de ck, must train up le... if not sure won't improve... both lee & tan say alot of meaningful things... must really think about it le... but now i really cannot think at all... because i just can't stop crying...
be happy 4 me...
thats for now... b
9:39 PM...Peace
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
like i say, i will post after tuesday... yesterday went SP to see how they train... some of them actually notice me & yu... we just intend to go down see... don't want anyone to notice us de... but we really sit very close to them... hahaha... warm up jiu so many kicks... looks like they are very serious in their training... they don't train because their sir tell them to do so...
be happy for me... i finally can sleep le... finally got the answer for the question i have... no matter what the answer is i still can sleep well le... can't sleep everyday for the past 1 week... very sian... hahaha... not going to pen down my feelings this time... i know i will never forget this feeling de... don't know how to write down the feeling... be happy for me as i finally can sleep le...
be happy for me...
thats for now... b
5:41 PM...Peace
Sunday, July 08, 2007
week 7 le... counting this week, i still got 6 weeks to go... last week was fine... work & go home... nothing special... saturday went concord grading... they did better than the last grading but still its not their best... sunday de grading also like that... not their best... i heard nyptkd got 4 people double... stunned... lolz... mq also doubled... that one expected... saw her grading... did really well... although some small mistakes... but still can get double de standard... looking forward to tuesday... not going nyptkd... but going some place else... after tuesday than i will blog it... ohh & tuesday is her last day of project... just finish it, be it good or bad... lolz... i always used that thinking on my school work... but my work still not bad leh... weird... haha... actually not much to blog... alot of things wanna say but cannot say here... maybe sealing off my blog is really a better way ba... thats for now... b
5:51 PM...Peace
Ruban Chua Hong Sheng
19 Leo
Easy going guy
Family
Bros
Friends
TKD
Pool
Read comic (Doraemon)
Movies
Nothing i can think of
Been through much
See through much
Did stupid things
Learn from stupid things
Hope for peace
Not just world peace, but personal peace
Family comes first
Bros, movie pals and child hood friends are important
TKD is part of my life
Sleep everyday soundly without regret is my dream