Saturday, June 30, 2007
this is very weird... i am actually playing a game in my own blog... lolz... the tagged game...
Here are the rules!The rule of this game goes : Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in their blog 10 weird things/habits/ little known facts about themselves. At the end of it, you can choose 5 people to tag. Most importantly u got to state this rule of the game in the blog.
1. i love my family (mum, grandma & aunt)
2. i love my child hood friends
3. i love my brothers (yu, huat)
4. i want my half brother & half sister to know who i am
5. i want to be a good guy
6. i find this game weird & still i am taking part in it (lolz...)
7. i love tkd
8. i love doraemon
9. i love to slap people but i have never done that before (lolz...)
10. i want her to be happy
now i have the power to tag 5 other person... but nay... lolz... who will play along... but still this is a cute game... never even thought of it before... creative... thats for now... b
12:01 AM...Peace
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
week 5 in SCS... office job de work is never ending de... i am really really really very tired... this should be a long post... quite moody this few days... i asked myself what have i lost? or should i ask, after this 19 years what have i gain?
it was fate that i was borned into my family... my father leave us when i was small... but i had lots of love from my mum, grandma & aunt... i am really lucky to have them...
when i was still small, my mum will bring me to her friend's home (aunt chris) once a week... there i felt more love... all the aunties all really treat me like a son... their childrens grew up with me... a group of friends from childhood & it really felt great... although now i don't see them so offen but still they will always be my brothers & sisters...
get to know more friends in regent... only yu & huat i truely treasure... although i really want to know what i am to them... haha... guess i already know the answer ba... 7 years of friendship sia... but 1 other friend really let me very disappointed... what more can i do...
lastly is someone whom i known not very long... if i really asked the question "what am i to you?", i will really want to ask her... she is special to me... everyone knows that... but what am i to her?? a clown? a joker? just a cup of tea? told her to give me time to prove that i will be the right one for her... till now i did nothing at all... i don't know how to prove... lolz... really don't know... just hope i am not a pest or something as bad to her... what am i to her??? well she is someone i will like to be with no matter what happens... but am i what she is to me? hard question...
what am i to everyone? just a normal son? a normal big brother? a normal friend? a normal guy in her life? being normal & live my life simple is nice but it will be better if i am special... i really want to know what i am... what have i lost... what have i gain... if you guys read this & feel like answering, just leave it in the chatbox or msg me ba... what am i to her...
life goes around in a circle... thats what i know for a very long time... you come & you go... you gain & you lost... just make sure you did your best when it was your turn... just make sure you fight for things you don't wanna lost... just make sure to lock your doors when you are going out... lolz... now i am crapping... haha... what am i to you?
thats for now... b
5:24 PM...Peace
Sunday, June 24, 2007
read from my company de email...
It take alot of work from the face to let out a smile, but just think what good smiling can bring to the most important muscle of the body ... the heart. Smile, light the way & have a great day.
smile...
5:22 PM...Peace
Monday, June 18, 2007
i have no idea why but yesterday after lunch, i suddenly felt so much better... haha... if she just want to be normal friends with me jiu normal friends lor... maybe she will fall for me again... haha... joking joking... although deep in my heart, that will be good but still if it didn't go as i wanted is alright too... there are still so many girls out there... maybe cried out alittle really does help... don't know hear from where de... we shouldn't feel sad or angry for those things we cannot have... but we should all feel happy & glad for those things we have... atleast i got 1 more friend now... haha... so don't worry about me ba... anyway told yu a story... he called me a loser after he hear the story...
3 friends wanted to see whos the best archer... they each place an apple on top of a boy's head & started their fight... the first guy hit bulleyes & claimed "i'm william tell" ( the very first guy who was force to shoot an apple on his son's head )... the second guy hit bulleyes as well & claimed "i'm robin hood"... the third guy came forward and he shoot the boy's eye... "i'm sorry" thats what he say... moral of the story: you can be robin hood & be sorry at the same time... lolz... i mean eye ball so small he still can hit... he is truely the best archer le la... haha
i now just have a litlle bit of hope that her feelings for me will come back... haha... don't worry... i not going 2 bother or pester her... i will just do my part as a normal friend... as what she alway say, Smile!!! haha... thats for now... b
7:36 PM...Peace
Sunday, June 17, 2007
i am back from KL le... 3 days trip... went lot1 meet with yu they all & took off to malaysia... had breakfast & we hit the road again... had lunch on the way... reach our hotel & we unpack... wei & his gf no matter what we say still want to be in the same room... mr lee had no other way but to kick wei out of ck... the rule of STF state that no guy or girl should stay in the same room... so wei from now on is no longer ck de student le... went shopping around & dinner... reach hotel back & had a long chat with yu before falling asleep...
woke up early & had breakfast... went to batu cave & had a morning exercise work out with the malaysia national team... we all failed... at most 5 sets than we all can't carry on le... run up stairs... i & yu promise the gods there we will come back & become stronger... not the strongest but stronger... went genting for awhile of fun & had lunch there... went to the evening training & we really learn alot there... i must really start to think hard & train hard le... had dinner & shop around & night came... chat with yu again & fell asleep...
woke up & had breakfast before checking out... took the van & went around... went to malacca, JB & had lunch & dinner... had fun on the van... everyone was laughing... great trip... reach home around 10pm...
yesterday ( sunday ) went to poomsae judge... damn tired... the standard is worse than inter JC de... half way i & yu jiu run away le... had this weird feeling for very long le... so it proves my feelings are true... trueful & direct... not sure if i am the right one for her... best just normals friends... heart pain & cried... but what more can i do... planned to do so much more... planned to confess, to attack... so much so much more... nay... who will like a clown, joker cum loser anyway... but still life goes on... its a circle no one can change... theres no even a "haha" in my long post... takes time ba... thats 4 now... b
5:25 PM...Peace
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
this is not going to be fun... its been the 3nd week of attachment... tomorrow i will be on my 2 days leave... i am so tired... everyday go work like go hell lik that... its not that SCS is no good... i cannot find anything to complain about it except its cold... but i still feel so tired everyday... my mum say its because i don't have interest in my job... true la... although its fun 2 learn new stuff... but i really rather do something else as my career... i am just not right for office job... don't know if i should carry on going down to nyptkd every tuesday after my work... i tired until cannot do anything sia... after their grading than say ba... feel so sad... not going to say much here... my best friend make promises but never kept them... feel disappointed... but i should learn to don't care... if all the scolding still no use... i have other problems myself... err... so much in my mind... yet everything also cannot say out here... maybe i should just learn like yu 2 seal off my blog... than atleast i can say whatever i want... but this i must really say... i am lucky to have my family as my family... my child hood friends to be my child hood friends... my tkd friends & movie pals to be my tkd friends & movie pals... & lastly to have that special somone to be my special someone... although now we still normal friends... take things slowly ba... that special is really special so must slowly de... hehe... thats 4 now... b
5:26 PM...Peace
Thursday, June 07, 2007
this is going to be fun... second week of SCS attachment... really busy at work... thursday (yesterday) after work, went to yishun... meet with mq & had dinner... e chicken rich is so... eww... not nice... must remeber than next time don't eat le... after dinner went disturb her friend awhile & was chase away... haha... before the movie, she went to buy a drink... lolz... the female cashier ask her "anything else?"... she face me & ask me "anything else?"... my quick response lead me to face another male cashier & ask him "anything else?"... lolz... both the girls were laughing... i was keeping my cool (small smile) but that guy was stun... he totally shock... lolz... shrek 3 was nice... lots of cute fairy tale creatures & funny parts... whatever bad things people say u are does't matter as long as u know that u are not... believe in urself... thats what shrek 3 wants to teach us... after the show we jiu went home le... tired & long day for me... but i enjoy every minute of it... its like whenever i turn to my left, there she is... watching a movie with me... just us 2... well still got other people there la but thats not e point... hehe... huat call yesterday evening a date... well if so i hope the next date will come soon... see when we 2 not so busy ba... hope she enjoy as much as i did... KL trip is close... can go learn what KL de tkd teaches... inter CC is coming... can see what i actually learn from the KL trip... time to show them what i am made of... mr enjoy~~~ thats for now... b
5:29 PM...Peace
Saturday, June 02, 2007
some jokes to share...
employee A : i need help balancing my career with my personal life.
boss : i recommend a book called "No one will ever love you". It'll crushh your hope for a personal life & free up more time for work.
employee A : ...
employee A : i need tuesday off because my son is having his tonsils removed.
boss : Since when do you know how to remove tonsils?
employee A : err... i won't be doing the surgery myself.
boss : do you have a rare blood type you need to donate?
employee A : no, actually i was planning on sitting in the waiting room to give him moral support.
boss : so your kid is immoral & sick? he sounds like a real winner.
employee A : ...
employee A : & thats my design plan for the project.
boss : it reminds me of egyptian hierogyphics. are you sure they didn't patent it?
employee A : err... i don't think thats likely.
boss : but there is still some risk?
employee A : first of off, i didn't use egyptian hierogyphics. secondly, ancient egyptians didn't have microchips, thirdly, they didn't have patent laws.
boss : ohh ya? than how did they build the pyramids? do some research on that question & get back to us next week. next on our agenda, why do our projects take so long?
employee A : ...
employee A : i automated a task that used to take me 3 hours.
boss : well... well... well... isn't that just like you?
employee A : resourceful?
boss : lazy.
employee A : ...
employee A : did your just turn my brilliant accomplishment into a character flaw?
boss : complainer.
employee A : let's just forget the whole thing.
boss : quiter.
boss : i keep forgetting where i place my things.
doctor : the problem is that you are stupid. i recommend replacing your brain with a monkey brain.
boss : will that help?
doctor : no, i juz hate monkeys.
boss : come to my office for a minute.
employee A : what's in your office?
boss : you & me will be there.
employee A : if you just want to talk, we can do it right here in my cubicle. saves us both some time.
boss : maybe we need privacy. did you ever think of that?
employee A : do we need it?
boss : no. thats was just an example. there are many, many reasons why we should talk in my office.
employee A : i'll be fascinated to find out what kind of information is geographically dependent.
boss : now, do you have the results from the benchmark tests?
employee A : yup, in my cubicle... ( >:( )
6:42 AM...Peace
Ruban Chua Hong Sheng
19 Leo
Easy going guy
Family
Bros
Friends
TKD
Pool
Read comic (Doraemon)
Movies
Nothing i can think of
Been through much
See through much
Did stupid things
Learn from stupid things
Hope for peace
Not just world peace, but personal peace
Family comes first
Bros, movie pals and child hood friends are important
TKD is part of my life
Sleep everyday soundly without regret is my dream