Tuesday, August 29, 2006
2dae went rgt c their demo... although they canot stand in e centre & there is prob here & there... but 2dae was better den last time de... there was inprovement... so i feel 2dae de not bad... tml stil got trainin... hope their wont slack ba... thurs actual dae... wei wil b goin yz 2 teach them how 2 hold e plank... so i guess yu & me juz go rgt straight... after mon i wil call hema 2 c got job or not... i suddenly feel lik writein wat i noe abt myself...6:57 AM...Peace
Sunday, August 27, 2006
ohh man... very long nv blog le... ard 1 wk ba... competition finally over le... so tired sia ytd when its over... lets start from fri... went down rgt after my exam 2 c if can help in e demo... in e end only 6 to 7 ppl... so kick target & do pattern... so disappointed wif them... i dun hav mood 4 rgt le... den went pub wif mum & her friens... play pool... drink alot of beer... listen 2 ppl sing songs... den went hme ard 2plus... sian... haha... i udn lik 2 go this type of place... i go is 2 cc & drink beer only... tiger not bad... foster also... sat & sun went down help out in competition... e referee tis time is really not gd... c also sad... wei & yu got bronze ytd... not bad la... shun lost & no medal... nxt time do better ba... nxt yr i also wan go... tis whole yr muz train up... later got DBMS (database) exam... last paper... nv study 4 it sia... sat & sun totally no time ma... later go study... wish me luck... tats 4 now... b6:16 PM...Peace
Monday, August 21, 2006
ytd was my 18th big dae... but i am gonna start from sat... wak up & wash up den wei msg me sae he dun wan go yz b/c he 2 tired... so i went down myself... b4 sat i stil dun noe if i wanna fight back 4 her... den i saw her again i noe i dun wan le... haha... over le... now is juz slowly 4get her den can le... haha... ytd went bugis 2 prey wif mum... 2nd mth of e ghost mth ma... muz pray 4 safely again... i heard 2nd mth let out de ghost is more dangerous de... even e gods noe i got alot of ting 2 worry... rgt la... exam la... when can totally 4get la... god tel me 2 tak tings easy... haha... after tat went shop ard & bought my 1st 4D... didnt win la... haha... den went hme... eat dinner at lot1... den went yu hme... yu's mum bought kfc i also got a share... thx... den went garden tok tok... but i got 2 rush hme b/c my mum waitin 4 me 2 drink my 1st beer wif her... haha... pai seh arr i lik tat rush hme... thx 4 listenin 2 my sorrow... so i drank my 1st can of beer ytd nite... its was bitter... not nice de... but i didnt got drunk... haha... 2dae was java exam... java can get A le... haha... thats for now... b1:18 AM...Peace
Thursday, August 17, 2006
i am e weakest man on earth... my mum gave me 2 daes to 4get her... & 2dae is thurs le... 4 daes le... & i stil missin her... i very angry... not b/c she wan berak wif me... but b/c i canot get over it sooner... y am i so weak... y cant i b as strong as my mum... i can handle stress or any prob throw 2 me... i sure can solve de... but y when tokin abt love i so weak... canot 4get her... keep missin her... wtf sia... i noe i wil get over it... but i wan 2 get over it sooner... best b4 this week... b/c sun my bdae le... haha... exam comin also... i canot lost my concentration de... i muz do well sia... i canot fail any paper de... guess love is my only weak point... when can i tink of her & sae she is juz a gd frien of mine... although i noe tat is so much more gal out there... haha... can c other gals le... feel free... but sometime i stil wil miss her... more time ba... faster 4get arr... tats 4 now... b5:30 AM...Peace
Saturday, August 12, 2006
ytd was tired... although i ddint do much work... recorder... judge... but after tat we went watch fire work... very dangerous... little children nearly fall down... nice fire work... den i msg her gdnite... she reply was wierd... i noe someting was wrong... but i 2 tired le... so i wak up this mornin den i saw her msg... hahaha... ya... we dun noe each other well... drifting from me... mayb b/c my bill burst so we couldnt msg each otehr le so drifting ba... guess wat... i am sad... i tak relationship seriously de.. my 1st time... haha.... didnt even last 4 one mth... ard 3 & half wks only... haha... mayb lik tat also gd ba... i dun nd tak her present... i tot i was strong... i tot i was smart... but i am weak & s2pid when comes 2 lov... i noe i wil get over it... but i dun noe how long i nd... i am very sad... cant believe i am cryin when writing this post... heart very pain... exam & my bdae coming... but i am so sad now... haha... guess i wil learn from this lesson & grow up more... later my tinking bcome older... haha.. not 80 yrs le... 90 yrs le... guess wat... i am out in e market again... but i guess i not tat attractive... wil tak a long time 2 fall in lov again... mayb no1 wil lov me again... tats 4 now... b8:22 PM...Peace
Thursday, August 10, 2006
haha... i know i am late but happy bdae dae s'pore... was planning to post 2dae de... just watch click wif huat & jq (what r movie pals 4)... its a great show... its abt this guy who wants to work hard & get up in his job... he break pomises made to his childrens... he quarrels wif his wife... he dun spend time wif his parents... so he got his hand on tat remote controller & found out it controls everyting... he was loving it but den tings go out of hand... e remote auto fast forward events... he misses lots of tings... his wife is another man's wife... he wasn't by his father's side when his father pass away... he was CEO of his company but he wasn't happy at all... in e end, b4 he die, he run along way in his sick condition just 2 tel his son & daughter that family always come 1st... den e angel friend gave him a 2nd chance & told him back... he was happy & he treasure his family & parents more... he threw the remote away & he know what is more important 2 him... 4 those who will read my small blog here... always rmb that familyis more important than anyting... fame & $ can get u only that far... but family will follow u 4ever... miss u alot lao po... thats 4 now... b9:20 AM...Peace
Monday, August 07, 2006
got alot to say... today is project presentation day... i found out when i was presenting that my part couldn't work well... the overdue didn't print... should i scold our leader who is doing all our GUI for not doing my part well? should i scold those asshole which i spend more time helping them do their parts? ofcouse i can't... i myself stupid go help them do... so i deserve this puinshment... was angry though... hide it well... so went party world sing song... let of some anger... but the real happy thing is while i was bathing... my mum sae i win TOTO... haha... $120 wor... haha... maybe the gods give me something good ba... thx gods... haha... can pay the photo bill le... i should also thx my lao po... her favour number was 25... 11 follow my a long way... so i bought 11 & 25... really come out... haha... thx lao po... the sweetness is coming back wor... haha... although everyday only can msg 1 or 2... but still can't stop our sweetness de... hehe... i love you lao po... thats for now... b4:22 AM...Peace
Thursday, August 03, 2006
went to c her again... same ting... went mac... play card... i head pain le stil play card... haha... play le more pain... so when i thought we can finally be private that time... saw some of her friends again... than her sis join in the fun... so we only hold hands 4 a little while... still tinking of doin someting close 2 her... nxt tmie ba... but du noe when e nxt time will b... cant celebrate my bdae wif me... i also got alittle sad... haha... got wierd wierd de feelin... dun care la... return & borrow do le... all finish le... but GUI mayb cant finish in time... our leader sae mayb canot finish... worse come 2 worse console lor... nth much happen... dun noe wat 2 sae... alittle unhappy this few daes... not b/c of proj... tats 4 now... b5:51 AM...Peace
Ruban Chua Hong Sheng
19 Leo
Easy going guy
` Likes.
Family
Bros
Friends
TKD
Pool
Read comic (Doraemon)
Movies
` Hates.
Nothing i can think of
Been through much
See through much
Did stupid things
Learn from stupid things
Hope for peace
Not just world peace, but personal peace
Family comes first
Bros, movie pals and child hood friends are important
TKD is part of my life
Sleep everyday soundly without regret is my dream