Saturday, August 12, 2006
ytd was tired... although i ddint do much work... recorder... judge... but after tat we went watch fire work... very dangerous... little children nearly fall down... nice fire work... den i msg her gdnite... she reply was wierd... i noe someting was wrong... but i 2 tired le... so i wak up this mornin den i saw her msg... hahaha... ya... we dun noe each other well... drifting from me... mayb b/c my bill burst so we couldnt msg each otehr le so drifting ba... guess wat... i am sad... i tak relationship seriously de.. my 1st time... haha.... didnt even last 4 one mth... ard 3 & half wks only... haha... mayb lik tat also gd ba... i dun nd tak her present... i tot i was strong... i tot i was smart... but i am weak & s2pid when comes 2 lov... i noe i wil get over it... but i dun noe how long i nd... i am very sad... cant believe i am cryin when writing this post... heart very pain... exam & my bdae coming... but i am so sad now... haha... guess i wil learn from this lesson & grow up more... later my tinking bcome older... haha.. not 80 yrs le... 90 yrs le... guess wat... i am out in e market again... but i guess i not tat attractive... wil tak a long time 2 fall in lov again... mayb no1 wil lov me again... tats 4 now... b
8:22 PM...Peace
Ruban Chua Hong Sheng
19 Leo
Easy going guy
Family
Bros
Friends
TKD
Pool
Read comic (Doraemon)
Movies
Nothing i can think of
Been through much
See through much
Did stupid things
Learn from stupid things
Hope for peace
Not just world peace, but personal peace
Family comes first
Bros, movie pals and child hood friends are important
TKD is part of my life
Sleep everyday soundly without regret is my dream