Wednesday, November 29, 2006
4th day of week 7 le... got e marks for OS test le... teacher dun wanna giv back paper... but i got 16/20... not bad right... study 30min only sia... haha... the mini assignment also over le... although never do as what miss cher want us 2 do... but nevermind la... project do it her way lor... atleast can pass e mini assignment... didnt drag alan down... haha... will get back the other test result next week... though of asking 4 her number de... in e end never ask... 2 chances sia... i 2 times also never go ask... looks like i am very useless when it comes 2 love ba... people taller than me, look like gangster, look like wanna find trouble... i also not scare... but scare 2 ask hp number from a girl... how useless can i get... i guess i should juz let nature do its job... if i & her fated than i will get it de... but i wanna get it myself... haha... end of nov le... veyr fast dec coming... mr lee flying 2 taiwan (mayb yu also going)... ck & concord will be leave 2 me 2 handle le... time for me 2 see how much ability i have got... lucky still got wei & shun 2 help me... haha... thats 4 now... b11:55 PM...Peace
Thursday, November 23, 2006
very long never update... week 6 was hell week 4 me... finally over le... tues got DMID (design de) test... wed got OS test... thurs got POA test... fri got mini assignment presentation... e test all ok... got study little bit on mrt before going 2 school... e worse thing is e mini assignment... borrowed alan's laptop back home 2 do e code... but when come school try on school com, cannot work... than fed up... throw newspaper on e school com (2nd time lose my temper b/c of J2EE)... install mySQL, tomcat & jdk into alan's laptop than with alots of help from batman (alvin how, ahhh), finally all can work le... dun know how 2 link to mySQL... haha... so batman help me lor... e codes i do at home not much error... juz e linking... later got ck... finally can do tkd 2 relax le... haha... if i got money... i sure wil go taiwan... buy a laptop... go learn driving... 2 bad i can do none of e above... haix... nvm la... poor for 18 yrs le... use 2 it le... haha... poor also happy... e pretty gal (dun know name) in POA lecture smile at me sia... haha... so happy... thats 4 now... b11:11 PM...Peace
Friday, November 17, 2006
ohh... nxt monday is week 6 le... time fly... fri did J2EE practical (mini assignment)... muz use J2EE do view, create, edit & delete... do until i really really very angry... i juz dun get it... dun understand at all... haha... angry also useless... so told myself this week end break... next week work hard again... next week must present le ma... haha... went ck... wei & yu help me tats y i can concentrate on green blue... their pattern really not bad le... but white 9~~~ yellow no heart 2 train... yellow green i target 4 them 2 get double but they like very scare... dun know y... just now went concord... teach yellow belt again... follow command they can do until not bad... own time they all do wrong... maybe 2 fast le ba... give them 1 more week... if next week they own time still do wrong than is i useless cannot teach le... just do my best ba... really wanna go taiwan... but really no $... so sad... buy 4D lor... hope that number can help me again... that number help me once on TOTO... now hope can help my again in 4D... haha... c how my luck ba... thats 4 now... b11:35 PM...Peace
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
ohh... 4th week... nth happen this few days... watched flushed away today... was thinking of watching movie de... than don't really have much choice... so choose cartoon lor... a city pet mouse (very rich owner so he also very rich mouse) suddenly kana fluch down e toilet & ended up in e sewage city... he tries his best 2 get back to his world & in e process he found out he was really lonely back in his own world... not even some1 2 say gd night... he finally made his way back but in e end he choose 2 be wif his friends & love 1 rather 2 be rich all alone... he stop e toad's (sewage city's kingpin) plan 2 disturb all e rats & became a hero... this show really teaches us that we can still live on with little $... as long we have our friends, family & love 1 with us, we can go a long way... gd show really... e slugs r so funny... most of e sound effect is made by them... very hard 2 explain... u must really see it 4 urself... than u sure will laugh off ur head... thats 4 now... b7:26 AM...Peace
Friday, November 03, 2006
3rd week le... things in school are alright i guess... i talk to my mentor on wed... told him i don't wanna be class rep... maybe it seem small but i really don't wanna be... more responibility... he say he will consider... i really hope he can let me go... today got meet mentor session... talk about result... he never talk about the class rep thing i also never bought it up... went ck... found out i really lost when coaching new patterns... seems like i don't know how 2 teach well... felt so sad... but i train up my coaching skill... i fightning is only do my best... e only way i can do well is through cocahing le ba (i guess)... thought of something lately... i am a loser brother... i have a younger sister & brother (my father side)... still my sis & bro... but i don't even know their names... i guess they also don't know who i am... next year my god brother getting marry... maybe can see my father & his children... i really want them 2 know who i am... i really want them 2 accept me sia... i have never the feeling when sis or bro call u... when sis or bro tell u how they feel (got friend tell me how they feel but i really wanna help my own bro & sis)... ofcouse friends are still important 2 me (so if u guys got anything don't know what 2 do, u guys can still ask me about it. i may not be able 2 help but i am a great listener, i guess)... but i really wanna feel how it is 2 help ur own bro & sis... my goal in life... do my best 2 let my little sis & bro 2 accept me... i may not be a very good guy... but i still want them 2 accept me... i also don't know use what 2 let them accept me... haha... maybe just use my heart ba... thats for now... b9:16 AM...Peace
Ruban Chua Hong Sheng
19 Leo
Easy going guy
` Likes.
Family
Bros
Friends
TKD
Pool
Read comic (Doraemon)
Movies
` Hates.
Nothing i can think of
Been through much
See through much
Did stupid things
Learn from stupid things
Hope for peace
Not just world peace, but personal peace
Family comes first
Bros, movie pals and child hood friends are important
TKD is part of my life
Sleep everyday soundly without regret is my dream